As you recently read I quit my job.  I didn't just quit on a whim.  There was a great deal of soul searching and turmoil as to what it really means to quit your job with no back up plan.  This I have never done.  Sure I've quit jobs before.  My long time readers know this.  I always had a plan for how I was going to take care of myself.  This time I have no real plan. It's new ground for me and stepping off that train at a station I've never visited is both terrifying and incredibly freeing.  I made the decision, but it wasn't without a great deal of support and love from my friends and family.  So many of my friends really hated the time and energy that I gave to my job and have no problem saying it.  The love of my life also began to dread the person I'd become when I was working.  My stress level would rise and he said he could actually see me disconnect.  One day I disconnected a little too much and the stress level at work was more than I could manage.  I ended up in the hospital with the most intense stress induced migraine of my life which physically and mentally took me out of the game.  I can't blame anyone for this, nor do I feel the need to point fingers or make anyone wrong.  It's the perfect storm really.  Had I not crashed I wouldn't have taken this very valuable step for myself.  So that's the first gift.  The second gift is that Paul fully supports what ever I decide I want to do. 

The third gift, and trifecta of sorts is that the company I quit working for has given me the gift of some incredibly valuable personal development support.  I admit that the idea of staying connected to my old company in this way left me a little uneasy, however I've decided that if I take it on from the right place could open my creativity up on a whole new level.

I signed up for an online writing course to get myself back into the swing of being creative.  My writing course starts tomorrow.  I have a therapy session tomorrow afternoon.  I'm going to the gym at 4:30.  All of these thing should make me feel like a million bucks.  Stay tuned for exponential personal growth.

Thanks for being my reader!!
Love,
TK