so i basically feel tired.

not like a oh i can go to sleep and feel better  tired. this goes deeper. it gets into my bones.

im stressed out all the time, i cant relax. is that normal?to be 17 and you cant just fuckin chill becasue you feel like there is something you need to be doing.

i'm watching my little brother and sister 5 days a week .from around 3 to 8. i dont get paid for it since its part of being a "team" . but should every player in the "team" get some sort of reward when they do there job? im always broke because i cant go get a job since im babysitting the little ones.

i go out sometimes yeah,but you know what one or two days a week doesnt cut it. espically when your town sucks ass and everyones got this ego the size of the fucking world. and there all so H-FUCKIN-X. fuck that.

i need a change....................