Hey there all you wonderful people who bother to read the crap I type up. I know I haven't really been doing very much blogging of late. This is mainly because I'm a lazy cunt. I won't apologise for that! As the title says though, this isn't really a blog. This is more of a sort of concentrated whinge really!

 I'm a little pissed off about the fact that I'm so shit with money. I don't really know why it is?! I can't hold on to cash for five fuckin minutes! I get paid an ok wage, my rent is next to nothing (not that I've paid it in a couple of months) what the fuck is going on?! I know I'm the one who's spending all my money but the thing I really want to know is "How the fuck does everyone else manage their cash?" I'm shit, this we've established! I've got bills coming in from when I was 18 years old. 18!! How does that happen?! I'm fuckin blacklisted by every credit card company including capital one so that's no way out. It's not even that I owe a lot of money, it's just that I don't wanna fucking pay it then have to stay shut in my fucking shitty flat for a few months with even less social life than I have now!

 See? I told you this wasn't gonna be interesting. I just needed to have a bitch at my own situation whilst simultaneously doing nothing to rectify the situation. Now I can go back to burrying my head in the sand and pretending everything's fine! Maybe I do know why my money goes so fast. Maybe it's because living where I do is soooo fucking depressing I NEED to go out all the time. Maybe it's because my job is soooo fucking monotonous and coma-inducing that when i finish work (usually hours before I'm meant to) I NEED a fucking drink! Whatever the reason is, I ought to sort it out.

Nah, fuck it.

Peace love and empathy

Rob x