Today a girl i used to care about cussed me for 10 minutes straight.
   She touched upon some personal issues, insulting my person, saying everything she possibly could to hurt me on the inside. She said that "everyone" (whoever they may be) insults me, that i'm a fake, she told me that everyone is only scared of me cus of the guns and the muscle, she went on further into detail calling me as fake ass my steroid pumped muscles (which was both an insult and a compliment at the same time, aha). She said she was glad we never ended up together, and that because of my big head and conceited personality we never got together.
    She did her best to hurt my soul, telling me that she sees through me, saying that i'm the scum of the earth, a " low life". She says that I go around just fucking up people's lives, and everyone around me will surely fall victim to my inevitable treachery.She sounded just like another girl I used to care about so much, made me wonder if perhaps she had a conversation with her. This other girl also accused me of destroying lives, and I can't help but to wonder where do they draw these conclusions from? Do I?
   She even crossed the line saying that she doesn't know why God made me. She claims that she has never hated anyone more then me, that she hates me with a passion to the point that she loves hating me.aha. Let me say one thing my friend, and all remember this, i've made it out of situations that would crush the average human. Survived where I shouldn't have, multiple times by a single hair.So nothing you can say can convince me that the Lord does not love me, trully blessed I am. Gods favorites have a hard time, this is true. However, I always manage through any obstacle, I conquer any obstruction. I am in no way lucky, but blessed.
   She also told me that what goes around comes around, I have done terrible things, i've been bad, I have wronged some, but i've done so much more great. That when when it comes my turn to take whatever I am to recieve, I will be surely rewarded for the lives i've touched with the good in me.
    If you know me, you'll know that I am comforted by that hate and that i find it humorous, practically hilarious, and it drives me to be better. I sponsor that hate, misery loves company, and i am always welcoming with open arms. soooo if i'm so hated, then so be it, i enjoy it. So i wanna thank miss brittany close for informing me that i'm a piece of shit. Keep in mind I hardly got in two words, but okay thats her opinion, some hate me , some love me.
i'm every bit of amazing.haha, i laughed the entire time, she cried. I Live life well, laugh often, and expect the unexpected always.