youve told me several times you need to talk to me, and im sure that its about college, but honestly the last time YOU..really talked to me was when you tlaked to me about your will..and thats probably the last time i really spoke to YOU. youve disapointed me and youve made it so i dont believe in much of anything if you had gotten better honestly i might have the hope inside me that i would get into college...but you dont give me hope, youve destroyed it like everyhting else. bye dad i love you.