I haven't posted in eons. I know this won't make up for anything, but now that I have some time for myspace-ing I should update enough stuff to last for the next few eons (or whenever I make my next post.) I'm finding myself in a rare mini-crisis, so I'm gonna spaz-out now. YAY!

I'm BACK in Canada for Christmas, and life is too good! I'm both happy and depressed to be here at the same time. OK, I've been gone for a year and a half - so now I feel kinda outta place and weirdly different than everybody else here. That makes sense. But now I'm slowly warming up to everything/everybody again, and while that should be a good thing it's actually the worst thing that can ever happen! Like, I want to be with all of my old friends again, but I'm liking it too much and it's gonna be super-tough to go back to Amsterdam. Everything's so relaxed and fun here. The people are rediculously nice, and the music scene is a google-times better than what I know in Holland. So with that in mind, it's hard to have fun with everyone cuz I don't want to miss them when I leave. So now I'm bummed out. A part of me wants to stay, but a part of me wants to go. I'm stuck between two continents! - I guess that's somewhere in the middle of the Atlantic... It's irrational, but I'm crazy sometimes so whatever. *sigh* OK, that was fun. Enough self-indulgent gloominess for today! Time to eat cookies and make stuff outta duct tape!

Next week we're having Cats-and-Crafts Nite at my place! Not-coming is unacceptable. It's gonna be FUN to the power of 10 (with some imagination)