Why, oh why, is it only Tuesday?  My allergies are kicking my ass so bad that all I want to do is climb into bed for a week.  Bad case of heavy-head and sandy-eyes.  Yuck.  Yuck.  Yuck.  So I went and hung with my "new firend," this evening.  She's a cutie.  I walked in to visit her and she immediately gave me a hug and a kiss on the neck.  Surprised the shit out of me.  We have a new learning-about-each-other kind of friendship.  Neither of us is ready to rush into anything because we both have issues and personal baggage to deal with.  So it's baby-steps and I'm good with that.  The attraction is definately there on my part, but attraction isn't everything.  We have fun together and that's all that matters right now.  I have endured enough bullshit and misery over the last few months that I shouldn't have to get another ration for at least ten years.  But who knows?  It may be that I am just so intent on finding someone to fill my rift that anyone will do.  Somehow, with her, I just don't think so.