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As corney as it may sound, an entire summary of my year is in due order. I mean, not that it means everyone in the world is going to read it. Hell I don't even care anymore if anyone reads my blogs anymore. (It's a good sign, shows you all have lives.) It's good excercise for my brain, and it helps me weed out ideas that have just been coming in and out of this cluttered up mess called my brain. This year held alot of firsts. As do most years when you actually open up your eyes and look around you. Life is beautiful, and yeah this is coming from the man toting the words and darkness of a modern day teenage Edgar Allen Poe. Yeah yeah yeah, I've heard it all. XD. It's nice to know that I'm not the only one who's had his up and downs this entire year. There have been some fun times, some overly emotive and angry times, and some times that just don't add up with the pattern my life had been running. I can't say too much yet, because there is always room for error, and that's what a human life consists of. Trial, and error. Yin & Yang. It's encompassed throughout everything that we all know as human beings. Each step we take is either a triumph or a failure. We just have to get back up and take that failure and try to turn it into another triumph for the home team. You.
If this seems like a pep-talk to myself, it kind of is. Tomorrow's another and even more grand adventure that I just can't wait to indulge in. It's odd, I'm a more optimisitic person than most people think I am. Or at least, I am a more optimistic person than I let other people know that I am. Yeah, that sounds correct, or at least more convenient. Okay now that I'm done rambling on about things that I didn't even think I'd be rambling on, let me continue. This year I met very few, new people. I knew most of the people that I know now, but lets just say I never was truly friends with them or we had fallen away. And yeah, to say the least I've probably lost some friendships that have been imperative to me in the past. But High School is a defining point in a Human's development. We grow and change so rapidly everyone else can't keep up, and some people are left behind in the dust screaming. "WTF just happened here." And of course I look back, missing some of the relationships that have crumbled apart. Most of them haven't died, they just aren't as strong as they once were once upon a time. People like Danny, Trevor, Amy, Hannah, Rob, and a few other people who at the moment I just want to let know you mean a lot to me I'm just having one of those moments where I can't quite remember your names. So these guys I've known for awhile. (Surprisingly I knew who Trevor was just didn't know WHO he was.) We've grown closer as the time has gone on and well I know you guys more than I did at the beginning of this year. And well I was going somwhere with this but my short one track mind has just totally gone kerplunk.
Well what else is new? Right. Well I'll probably have more to say at a time when my brain isn't tumbling downard in a crazy worlwind of mixed emotions and crazy psycho uterrances. So... I bid you adu for now. Until further notice.
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