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Kecia Hambrick


Last Updated: 11/23/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: Married
Age: 25
Sign: Gemini

City: Chatsworth
State: Georgia
Country: US
Signup Date: 3/17/2005

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Tuesday, January 16, 2007 

Current mood:  peaceful

This will be the first year that I will not be able to call my papa on January 22nd to wish him a happy birthday. I'm sure he will have a wonderful birthday where he has gone, especially now that all his pain and suffering has been lifted from him. My papa passed away on April 10, 2006, due to lung cancer. This was the first time I had lost someone really close to me. I guess some would say I was lucky to have been able to go almost 22 years without losing someone close...but that didn't make it any easier. My papa was one of my most favorite people in the whole world...if not the favorite. And it was all kinda sudden. I mean, we knew he was going to die because of the tumor in his lung, but one Friday, he was still up walking around and driving and seemed to be feeling fine...and the next Monday he was gone.

I regret alot of things now that he has passed away. I didn't visit him as often as I should have. Back when I was in elementary and middle school, he would pick me up 2-3 times a week after school, take me to McDonald's, then I would stay at his house til my mom got off work. Once I started driving, and got a job, I didn't see him as much. I wish I had completed more in my life before he died, so he could have been there to see it. Now he will miss my wedding and my college graduation. But I know he will be watching down on me as I go through everything, so in a way, it will be like he is there. I dedicate this blog and the following poem to him....

God looked around his garden,
and found an empty place.
He then looked down upon this earth,
and saw your tired face.
He put his arms around you
and lifted you to rest.
God's garden must be beautiful;
He always takes the best.
He knew that you were suffering;
He knew you were in pain.
He knew that you would never
get well on earth again.
He saw the road was getting rough,
and the hills are hard to climb;
So he closed your weary eyelids
and whispered, "Peace be thine."
It broke our hearts to lose you,
But you didn't go alone.
For part of us went with you,
The day God called you home.

Berry Lee Martin 1929 - 2006

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Donna
Donna Collins

 

He will always be with you, looking down and smiling....so proud of you. Just guessing I would say you were HIS favorite person in the world, because in his eyes you could do no wrong. So don't be sad, just remember all the wonderful memories you have of you and papa. I love you, Papa's little girl.

Mama

 


 
Posted by Donna on Tuesday, January 16, 2007 - 2:44 PM
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Timothy

 
Hey,
 
I clicked on your blog, and thought it was something about James. But I still read it, and that is just sweet. i also know how you feel, b/c as you know I lost my grandmother recently. It was the hardest thing i could of ever done. i was the last person to talk to her. I seen her every day. And some regrits but i know she forgives me. And hers happened the same way, Fine on Friday and went down there on Monday and she was done gone. And we took her to the hospital and, i couldn't beleive what i herd. It broke my heart to let her go. But I stayed strong and still living my life. I know that her pain is gone and dont have to suffer. I am going to put a poem at the end of this that momma read at her funuril. It was SOOO sweet. But do you want me to tell you what really hurt me the most. Daniel not going. I was there at the hospital till we took her off life support. and daniel... i dont know it just hert me, i would never of thought he would have done that. But I guess i will let you go..

                                                                             Your Loving Cousin,
                                                                   Timothy Collins

                    R.I.P  Patricia Ann Whitener 1941-2006


To See You Once Again

© Josette Kerns

I wish with all my heart I could see you once more,

I would use that moment and time to tell you how

Much love my heart holds for you and I shall never

Close that door.

Life each and every day with out you keeps going on

Even if some days I do not wish it I know I am being

Selfish and maybe even wrong, but to see you just once

More I so very much long.

I try to remember all the loving and happy times we

Were granted to enjoy and share, I try to understand

And not cry but to see you once more even only for a

moment to let you know just how very much I do care.

I know that day will eventually come when its my turn

To this world to say goodbye, But until then I shall hold

your love close to my heart, and sometimes I shall break

Down and cry, and I will still ask the question why did you

have to die?





 
Posted by Timothy on Thursday, January 25, 2007 - 11:15 PM
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