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Last Updated: 11/19/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 21
Sign: Capricorn

City: Spotsylvania
State: Virginia
Country: US
Signup Date: 10/1/2006
Monday, October 20, 2008 

Current mood:  aggravated
I don't know whether i should stay and continue to wonder, or just walk away and say fuck it.  One day it's this, next it's that.  How am I to know what's going on if I'm always the last to know.  You tell me I need to figure out whats going on.  Cant do that if my mind is gettign thrown in so many directions i dont know one day from the next... 4 months pregnnat starting to wonder what the dealio in life is going to be.  Not working just makes my soul rot more and more each day feeling worthless in the world.  My heart is starting to fade away from this world as it begins to get bigger and bigger each and every day.  My life no longer on the one track schedule it has been use to.. The days go by and its like everyone knows whats going on first and then when i hear it from them makes it that much harder to understand because it wasn't supposed to be heard from the.  Shiping me off seems to be the only thing on certain individuals minds anymore.. saying it;s for the best when they have no clue what the best is for me. Sicker and sicker feeling weaker and weaker.. My life feels like a corpse because the fact they have no conrol for whats to come.. shall they be buried or cremated, only the word by those who mean anything shall know.  time will tell what life has to offer me but at this moment, it feels like it is still yet to be predicted...
5:00 AM
 
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