Dear Diary,
I kind of feel like my diary is losing it's personal appeal...I just kind of feel like ever since I've been posting entries here, and on Myspace, it's not the same. I think I'm going to stop posting on Myspace and keep my entries exclusively for my original home... :]
Today I bought a purple iHome online, it'll be in this weekend or monday I guess...doesn't matter...I don't mind waiting. No rush. In return, I had to do dishes and make my mom's massive bed. Ugh...talk about horrible.
I went to my first Houston Night Club Friday night with my brother and his friends. It was ghetto as f**k. I was scared, and I got tired or screwed rap music, and creepy old guys that are almost as old as my dad.
This guy hit on me there while I was sitting along side the dance floor, he said:
Guy:I need yo number? ;
Me:Why do you need my number?
Guy:I just need yo number
Me:No, you don't need my number.
He was cute...but he was smoking, and I met him at a club...two things I don't like. Ew.
So we stayed out until 5 am that day, and we had to wake up and be at the Funeral Home that morning for 9...which really turned into being 9:30...I sensed that my parents were pissed that we came in so late, because my mom was up waiting on Otis & I to walk in...then she started smelling us. lol, we were like WTF.
My dad says he made us work the next day so we could see how it felt to only get 3 hours of sleep, and then have to go to work or class and function.
Sometimes I wish I werent so pretty...I get hit on all the time...and it's annoying. I'm not trying to be cocky or anything, but for some reason guys like me and it's annoying as hell...I'm not talking about guys who already know me personally, I'm talking about the strangers that just start talking to you. *sigh* Sometimes I just don't want to be bothered...I don't want to be noticed.
Ok Michael Jackson..........
So I was talking to Xavier last night. He really likes me...he always has since 9th gradeI mean, I guess he's perfect......he was telling me how he misses me and stuff. He said he wished we could've kicked it more this summer before he left for TAMU. : / I told him we could still kick it when he's not in school during holidays and stuff...I don't think I like him like that yet, as in crush, but I do like him as a person. I hope I don't lead him on. I don't say things to him I don't mean though. Like when he said he missed me, I didn't say it back. I just said, " I don't miss you...lol" I asked him what attracts him to me, and he said:
"Your stubborness, unique personality, how you play hard to get..."
He said some other stuff, but I don't remember. Hard to get? I guess...I just don't date anybody...I don't flirt unless I'm interested in you...
And Richard, I like him....but he's a freakin Junior in High School..lol, if you're reading this, I think you already know I have a crush on you!! lol
Ashura txted me...only I didn't know it was him txting me originally because I deleted his phone number out of my phone. It was no point...I wasn't going to be talking to him anymore. I'm nice, but I don't like him. I have so much more fun txting Richard & Xavier than I ever did while I was dating Ashura! He was all like,
Ashura:I just saw Ebony!!!
Me: Who is this?...
Ashura: Mr. Bayyan
Me: Oh, where'd you see Ebony?
Ashura: TSU
Then I basically sent him an unofficial TTYL.
So now his number is back saved in my phone.
Went to summer school today....then the gym. My mom is cleaning her room, again.
I'm talking to Richard now...and he has just been informed about my blogs.
Guys don't care though. I could talk shit about any of my guy friends and they'd never know because they don't read my blogs. Guys just don't care like that.
I just noticed at the bottom of the site how I can post my blogs with the click of a button on Facebook! Oh, wait...I just thought....if Idid that, would it give my link to my real diary to the world? Oh no...we can't have that happen. Somebody let me know how that works. lol
So, MySpace...this might be my last entry here....
Later...
-Olivia