Going against myself
Very busy but not productive
Time runs fast I run fast
Never stop thinking
Competition
Winner or loser?
Unanswered questions that matter
So much replaced and forgotten
Never enough time
But addicted
And insane

I am a Manager
Solar and Semiconductor Industry
International

You have to play the game. Everyone does. You have to survive. You have to be successful. Respect the rules and laws of the authority given to you to protect your rights and belongings. It’s OK to feel fear. That’s life! That’s how things are! Your authority is giving its best to fight for humanity, human rights, world peace and the environment. It’s in the corporative’s highest interest to invest in the future, future technologies and create jobs for everyone. You are the soul of your bank who will always be there for you and take care of you until you pass away. It will even look after your heirs. In the meantime we create everything for you that you can buy for money.

Tired, exhausted, afraid, distracted, not being able to feel happiness, not well, suffering easily, ageing fast, no time, very active but not productive, little compassion for others, to many worries mainly about myself, not very appreciative, competitive, not always honest, often acting, anxious, easily disturbed,

- life -
 
 
 
Struggle
What is it all about?
Where do I belong?
Why am I so afraid?
Shall I stay or shall I go?
 
 
 
 
Learn Tibetan and translate old Buddhist teachings
Translate documentaries into German
Write books
Plant
Be quiet
Read books
Do photography
Work with pictures
Document with words and pictures
Learn to understand
Learn or study something
Play with sounds

I am!

You have to give yourself time please. Don’t be hard to yourself and accept yourself please. It’s good to have faith. And there is no need to fear anymore.

Calm, content, well, happy, accepting, exited, sharper awareness, better understanding, more intense feelings, little judgment, awake, strong, active to be productive, more appreciative, not so affected by suffering, loving, harmony, beyond time,

- eternity -