To wait, for the one that you thought you could trust.
To save everylast tear for them in a vial.
It makes me sick to know they can walk away.
Latley I've been fealing Pretty abandoned.

And it sucks to be taken in, For granted.
Things have changed, but I'm still unwanted.
Everything has lost its meaning.
Even when I let go.

I've tried, To start something new.
And the past still rapes my tomorrow.
I've tried it all, and it all never works.
What I had before is something I will never have again.

To go back, to doing what I love.
Reminds me of what I hated.
The things that made me smile.
Only make me spit.


I had everything, I could have wanted.
And now I'm back, to having nothing.
It makes it so much harder to move on.
So much harder to start new.

I had you in my life.
And now your not.
I gave you everything
Until I had nothing.

I'm left now, with memories.
That are nothing, but thought rape.
I showed you who I really am.
And now I'm not the same.