am a 19 year old art school drop out. This year i started at Montgomery Community College. What ever shall i do with my life? Dropping out of a school of the only thing I really enjoyed but hated doing, is curious. I know I am lazy, it is worse than that. I have not been in a regular school routine in 11 months. I just can't get back into the swing of things. Remember this: I am stuck. I have a loving man, the only problem he lives about 362 miles away. I want to be with him, thats all I want. As humans we have urning for instant gratification, however that is not always the case. I have a part time job, no money saved seeing is that I just started a job... my first job a few weeks ago. How am I to concentrate on school, work, have a good relationship with him and my other friends. I find this all to be unobtainable. I am stuck now. I have bank after me for money I do not have from my last school. I am in a new school. I live with my Mother. I have no money. I just started a job. I just got a car. My father helps pay for insurance, and the gas. Dependent on other always. I am afraid to just let it go. Having my own life might make me more responsible? Might make me less of a procrastinator? perhaps; perhaps not. With all the above being said, what should i do to obtain my goal. "Have a good life with joey and a job as _____? First check on my list, What the hell should i do with my life?