I HATE BREAKS.

Things should be interesting enough for people to occupied themselves without having to hold back.
Holding back seems to be such a waste of time.

But then I realized that stopping can be a step forward.

Personally, I tends to be really inpatient when it comes to waiting.
Just like the rest of the spoil brats in the world, I want things MY way AND fast.
And now, as I'm growing up to a certain point when, just like the rest of the spoil brats in the world,
I realized things can't always go my way.

Sometimes, you try your best and it's still out of your hands.
And all you can do is just watch it all go horribly wrong...
..well, according to your judgment right now anyway...
I mean, who knows, this might happen for some reasons which will reveal itself to you in a few days, a couple of months, or even years time.

So now, it all comes to 1 question: What will you do during that waiting period of time?
Will you just sit there being grumpy until you understand why it happened?
or will you carry on and occupy yourself with something else...
...and cant help but wonder...when the revelation comes, will it still matter?

It's official.

We have been together for 4 months.

And then we broke up.

It's quite hard, as it's all just a big misunderstood and was driven by emotions....but well, which break up doesn't. Now such a beautiful thing is ruined, but we'll move on.
It' quite funny actually, specially on my part which still can't keep up with the fact that I'm alone again...eventhough that is pretty much status of most of my life so far.
but well, being 'alone' doesn't mean i have to be 'lonely' now, does it? ;)

so ladies and gents, dykes and queers, please pack up our bags because we're going on another joy ride to find the charming prince.

and this time, we'll stay away from the blonde ones.

xxx
O.