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Mao



Last Updated: 11/17/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: Single
Age: 28
Sign: Pisces

City: ROWLAND HEIGHTS
State: California
Country: US
Signup Date: 3/5/2004
Sunday, March 15, 2009 
I'm not afraid of scary movies. I dislike gore.

I'm not afraid of dying. Most of us will die a normal death. Shot, hit, stabbed, old age, in combat, cancer.... Is cancer a normal death? Not sure. We all shall meet an end to what we know is our current existence.

Recently at work I met a new customer at work that told me that life was an illusion. This had something to do with his belief system. I liked the idea. I told him that if it was, I was happy with my illusion - although I would be curious as to what it would be like to be out of it. He then asked me if I was afraid of dying. Of course I said no. He smiled and told me it was wonderful I thought that way. I was a little creeped out, but that was mainly because he was a complete stranger and talking to me about death and what not.

Oddly, the thought of death and dying excites me. I don't think I want to die. I would choose to live if I had the choice. I don't count lying in bed with a respiratory machine as being alive.... You never know when it will be your last breath, and until that moment comes you gotta make every moment count.

It's a stranger constantly chasing you. You and everyone you love. Defend from it. Fight it. Fight a good battle, and try to live another day. Make an impact. Make footprints. Run with me.






Kiyashi
Manny Kerr

 
What if death was an illusion onto itself. What if death was the illusion and life being the true reality. What if you weren't meant to die.
Ever think of it that way =)
 
Posted by Kiyashi on Sunday, March 15, 2009 - 9:51 PM
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Mao

 
I was thinking it's both the same then. If we were never suppose to die what is death? The idea of it. What exactly does it mean? In the spectrum of existence. Is it a milestone for something larger? LOL that really is a huge question to ask someone who knows very little of what living and life is. It's hard to find death to be an illusion to me since I don't know anyone who has experienced it to come back and tell me about it.

 
Posted by Mao on Sunday, March 15, 2009 - 10:19 PM
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Kiyashi
Manny Kerr

 
Well if you base death on religion then it was bought about b/c of Sin. If you don't have any religious beliefs and want to see it on a real life point of view and a natural part of life then i see it as a way of not existing. You stop to exist altogether. but then again most people believe that when you die your soul carries on forever. If you see it that way death would just be a next step of evolution of life. You become something greater then when you were human.




But if you look all those things together which one can be true? you answered it perfectly by saying you dunno anyone thats come back to tell you about death. So hence why i said it's an illusion. You can't be sure about something until you've experienced it. But death is something no one wants to experience. Would you give up your humanity to find out? most people aren't really afraid of death until its staring them in the face. Then it becomes scary b/c do you really want to die? Do you really want to leave all your loved ones behind and such. Sadly if there's sone thing about death and life i've learned is that your life really isn't your own. It also belongs to everyone else thats special in your life =/ b/c the pain and burden that it brings onto others might be a weight you don't want to let others experience.




But on your topic, that is a pretty deep question to be asking someone they don't even know XD i worked at retail for about 2 and a half years and never got a deep question like that lol i had my fair share of crazy questions but nothing about life and death and if you fear death itself.
Pretty strange lol
 
Posted by Kiyashi on Sunday, March 15, 2009 - 10:47 PM
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Nicholai
Nicholai baylog

 
i believe i would embrace the day i die (not to sound emo or morbid.
"it's just the way i roll")

although if i had to choose on a death, it would be to die heroically protecting someone i cared for, or someone i was interested in.




come to think of it, the only thing i fear of dying is the path i've taken and the battles i've lost. be it against temptation or against the darkness that plagues my soul.


i don't fear the dying, but i fear the result of my actions on my eternal soul.


will i be embraced in eternal peace, or will i be damned for eternity for not having the will to be who i was meant to be.

 
Posted by Nicholai on Monday, March 16, 2009 - 8:58 AM
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