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Erin Ní Nualláin


Last Updated: 12/17/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: In a Relationship
Age: 29
Sign: Libra

Country: US
Signup Date: 10/6/2006

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Christine (1)
Thursday, July 23, 2009 

Current mood:  thoughtful
Some nights I lie in silence beside him. I stare into the darkness and listen to the sound of his breathing. I drape a leg over his or press my foot lightly against his calf just to feel the reassurance of his flesh.

He is flesh after all. He is no longer the ghost that haunts me. He is no longer a memory of a boy I once knew. He is here and he is beside me. He is a man who never gave up on a girl who gave up on herself.

We fight. We argue. We battle with each other over our independence. Both of us knew solitude for so long that the adjustment of being with someone else has not always been smooth. Yet we both know that this is it for us. We know that we need the other to make the haunting stop. We know that it has always been us regardless of what may have happened in the years between. We know that even if it ends, it can never really be over.

I lie in the darkness of night beside him. I listen to his breathing and drape one of my legs over his for reassurance. I face his side and feel him stir. He turns instinctively and wraps his arm around me. He holds me close. I feel the years of insomnia slip away, and finally, I can sleep.
6:41 AM
 
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Raging Storm

 
If I could wish you happiness then It would be what you have now...there is nothing more nor nothing less then what you have now that I would bestow upon you now. You have earned your happiness and I wish with all my heart that it is exactly what you desire. I wish that it satisfies your every need, your every passion, your every need. You deserve this happiness and may it never end. I do not wish this on behalf of myself, I wish this on behalf of the countless and furkids that you have crossed your path. The ones who needed someone and you were that someone that was there to help. They could not say thank you, they could not tell you what they felt but I know that they were grateful for all thet you ever did and if they could give you a moment of happiness in return they would. Relish your happiness and never feel gulity about it. I hope that he realizes that he lays with an angel, a true angel on earth.

 
Posted by Raging Storm on Friday, July 24, 2009 - 12:18 PM
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