from the moment i am conscious all i want is her by my side
i am consumed by memory
yearning, dying, longing for one soft word
one passionate kiss which sends me beyond this life.
my breath is held captive by her beauty
her words are the sweetest of harmonies
every fantasy of her and me includes a beautiful future.
a house of our own
children made from love
life would be just perfect
even without the white picket fence.
one day...
i'll call her my wife...
and i
shall identify as luckiest son of a bitch alive.

she is amazing
beautiful, gorgeous and all of the above
she sends me soaring
awakening all these feelings i've never felt before.
i have let her giggles echo in my mind
her name, her face
etched and engraved into my heart.
i may never live the same.
this love, so strong, so passionate, so vibrant
resistance would mean eternal damnation.
i cannot ignore nor deny what i feel inside
she is it for me.
the only one for me.
beyond all others' understanding
we are meant to be.
we will stand the test of time
my hand will not be held if not hers in mine
at the alter we'll stand
and i'll fall all over again
in love from this day til death do us part
but this love is forever
even after the decay of my heart.


i love you, Amber.
more than words.

xoxoxo