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City: Madera
State: California
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Thursday, November 27, 2008 
As we enter into this Christmas season there are so many things that are weighing on my mind and stirring in my heart. This will be the very first year that my precious son, Kaleb, no longer believes in Santa! We had a long conversation in the car the other day and I asked him if he still believed.  He said, "No, Santa died!" His answer surprised me and even caught me off guard.  We continued  to talk and eventually he came to the understanding that Santa is still alive but he bears the face of another man now. He is DAD!
 
For several days Kaleb's answer troubled me.  Why did it bother me that he felt that Santa had died?  From a very young age I have always taught my kids that it is Jesus that we celebrate but we, as so many parents do, loved to keep the "Santa Claus is coming to town" alive!  So as I continued to ponder Kaleb's response a window of understanding began to open and shed some light on my uneasiness.
There is such an excitement in the heart of every child when we begin to talk about Santa Claus and Christmas.  Why?  Many would say because of the many presents he will bring.  But I would say it is because of the hope that he offers.  To ordinary days of school, homework, chores, and days that are shortend by winters approch, suddenly there is a glimpse of joy and new excitement that shines so bright in their little hearts.  The many preparations that lead into the celebration create days filled with new treasures to be unearthed. 
 
As "big people" it's so easy to come to the place of feeling the same way Kaleb so openly expressed.  The truth that Kaleb was speaking when he was asked if he still believed was, "No, hope died!"  How many times have I felt that hope has died?  Too many to count!  Yet as I sit and think of all that I have  in Christ Jesus new hope begins to rise within this heart of mine.  Hope is never gone if you believe.  Today I believe that Jesus is my hope, He is my joy and my salvation, the lifter of my head.  It's a new day, His mercy is new every morning.  Right about now I bet you're saying, "I'd like to believe there is hope."  Well let me interject now, Go ahead and believe.  Just do it!  Paul said it so beautifully, "Christ in me, the hope of glory!"  If you feel that hope has died, then stop looking for it in things that are sure to disappoint. Look  to Jesus for he truly is the author and finisher of your faith!  Hope lives!

 

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Nice read Amy! I don't think Seth has ever believed in the "traditional" Santa Clause. He could just never fathom a man with flying reindeer, traveling around the world in one night, then shimming down a chimney shoot, leaving presents that were mysteriosuly wrapped in the exact same wrapping paper that mom had hidden in the back of the closet. Hhhhmmmm. Though it wasn't for my lack of trying to convince him. Most times when I still insisted on speaking Santa into existence, Seth would humor me and reply "Okay Mom is Santa going to bring me what I want this year?" While all along he was doing it for me. When I shared the true story of Saint Nicholous with Seth, he was much more impressed with that story than the other.


From the day of his birth Nicholas revealed his humility and grace. He refused on fast-days to take the natural nourishment of a child. He was the youngest bishop in the history of the church. He was persecuted and imprisoned with many other Christians during the reign of the Roman emperor. Once released, he helped established the Christian Church as the official religion. Later in life, he became very wealthy, but literally gave away everything he had away, in the form of gifts and food, to the poor.


Anyway, maybe now that Kaleb is growing and maturing, that story might appeal to his intellict. Hope does still live and Santa does exsist. Perhaps just not in the way we are use to believing in him.

 
Posted by Official site of Danielle Currin-Byrd on Wednesday, November 26, 2008 - 10:09 PM
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Adrienne Hilton

 
Amen Amy! Thanks for sharing! To hope (again) after disapointment over and over again, is a matter of faith~ that it WILL BE turned around and we haven't seen the end- Promises and possibilities are wide open before us in a LOVING Father :)
I will HOPE & experience "his goodness in the land of the living"-right along with you BABY!
 
Posted by adrienne............ on Thursday, November 27, 2008 - 2:12 AM
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