I really have nothing to say. I'm just up....doing nothing.  Well, actually I'm working on calculus...sort of. I watched part of Deauce Bigolo: Male Gigolo. It was to stupid for my brain to comprehend. Played ragnarok online all day. That was a blast. I gwt half my items, can't find the rest and can't get a cool headgear...either that or I'm just to lazy (darn you Incubus and your skimpy outfit and ridiculous high-level goodness.)

Speaking of incubus, I can't help but wonder how my lovely incubi characters are doing. Actually, I wonder how they all are. I haven't written anything, ANYTHING in weeks. I've had downs and lows. Either I'm sad and can't write, or I'm flaming mad and can't focus long enough to write. Or I'm so un-inspired it's terrible.

I was gonna watch Saw...but then I cooled down. That always happens. Then I was gonna watch Sweeney Todd, but...I just couldn't. Going to the fair tomorrow...almost wondering....

I'm cooled right now. Relaxed....sort of in a sense. I don't know. I'm running out of words to use. My brain feels like it's failing in the creative department. It makes me sad. I feel like it's melting. The last book I actually read was Interview with a Vampire....a year and a half ago maybe. I can't get through anything else. I have to force myself to read. I have to force myself to draw. I'm getting to the point where I have to force myself to even write...

I think my creativity is like a natural resource. Slowly it was used up, now it's all running on empty. I'm down to my last few "reserves." I'm afraid my precious Ripped may be one of my last pieces...then I'll simply go on hiatus for a while.

How long is a while? I don't know. Until I feel like it is up. Maybe until I get over my anger issue? Well, that may be a long while. But it will be something to do during my hiatus time. Maybe until next November? Who knows. I may be pursuing a medical career after all

I really don't have anything to say. Maybe I just needed to write/type something. Maybe I've set my goal to high and am now feeling discouraged...I figure that if Meyer can do it, why can't I? By that I mean have a mediocre book and be compared to Rowling's status. It could happen. Maybe I'll just go delete everything....that would be heartbreaking. Or maybe I'll suck it up and sleep all this off.

Halloween's coming up. I love how my two ideas are going to be over done: Joker and Jigsaw. Yeah, I'm not going to do those. I'm going to be Raiden, from the Mortal Kombat movie. I guess I'm gonna chill and pass out candy that night instead of scarring people. Speaking of which....I have a costume to make. Well, that's all.

Madness...THIS IS SPARTA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm watching 300.