idk when this is from its old lol. and it sucks. no rhythm. not very poem-like. yech. more like a cloud of thoughts than anything.

fear, worry, paranoia;
they rear their fiendish head at me.
are you safe?
have you resorted to the blade?
i fear you endanger it.
endanger us;
my life, my heart, they're in your hands
treat them well
if you followed a path of self destruction
surely, I too would be destroyed
I'd go down with you
and neither of us would remain
together, we would fall
for without you...
I'm nothing
And if somehow, I survived that fatal blow
I would be no more than a lifeless shell
walking this earth alone.
As such I would remain
until my lonely fall to hell
your life. it's worth more than any onther
but for what?
how are you different from another?
I shall never truly know.
What makes you the difference
between life and death?
so many others go by completely unnoticed.
all life has value, of course...
I know that.
But why, I must ask,
do I value yours more highly than any other?
why do I love you...