This weekend was rough.... Love is such a powerfulling.... two of m friends are going through the same thing I am but.... When I look upon my last girl..... I didnt have it bad as the other guys..... my American friend.... is so In love with this girl he cant stop thinking about her.... Craves for her.... and each day u can see it tears him apart.... His value of love was lost..... And its so hard to get over someone who u love so dearly.... My Arabian Friend.... Has it worst then me... Loves this girl.... he want to spend time with her... but thing get in the way.... and He felt is love towards him was fake... and was more hurt at the end... His value of love was also lost.... And I look at mine....The girl I was with wanted to see me... wanted to be with... didnt want to be with someone else.... just me and I blew that chance... I thought I was lost my value of Love but these guys had it bad...Yes I love the girl I was with... with all my heart.... and in the end we are friend not as close as we use to be... when I see these guys they dont want them to be part of there lives.... and Me... I want the girl to be part of me... i want her to become a piece of me...but Yea I can acted... but that act only work on a audince Laura isnt my audince she my Director... and she can see if I am acting and hindin my pain....Real men cry....people say to grow up.... but we already did once we cried...