well i have found myself at a crossroad yet again do i go right right, left, forward, or back? i know i cant go back although sometimes id very much like to. i most generally go to the right and go off course or sometimes i've gone to the left but at the moment at this time in  my life i think that i will just keep moveing forward with my life not takeing any of the so called off road journeys. maybe then my world for a small amount of time will not being so ahhhhhhhh literally lol i'm going to move into my new apt. and kick my bf out. i have to or i'm going to literally lose myself. our relationship moved entirely to quick and we need to take a few steps back and date and get to know eachother maybe then can our relationship work.