Yes, I got the swine-flu, but I already feel better.  Wouldn't I be sick, could I ever find the time to write a few lines here? Of course, not.

It's going somehow working at the stable. I..m still there because I just love the horses. The tempo is very intensive and the mood of poeple is not as it should be. It is so difficult for majority of swedes to show some sensitivity och regular kindness. Those who dare are often claimed as weak. So patethic!

Well, the dark winter i coming - no snow yet here, but no matter the sno I hate the darkness. Sometimes I fly away into fantasies about my homelands wine-fields, the sun, the mountains, the mineral water wells, the oak forests, the mighty monastries and the rich and mild nature. I do not really miss the people destroying it. By the way, the people here are as irresponsible as there, but here are still laws and institutions functioning as it should be. We'll see how long... That's why the result is not as horrible here in Sweden as it is there in Bulgaria. Don't think for a second that humans are more or less egoistic in different countries. The same shit everywhere. Well, in the north of Sweden - I do not see any romantics but poor and cruel nature - the same endless forest everywhere - no matter which path you take it ends up in a swamp. Architecture is horrible - all towns look like communistic prisons - the same buildings, the same faces, the same shops owned by international giant corporations. Mass attitude that everything must be killed and destroyed for the temporary comfort of humans. I am actually very intrested in Gotland... This picture seems to miss there, I am going to check it out.

I have become more and more antisocial. I have nothing incommon with people, though I am very kind to most of them. I am so tired of their shallow personalities - mass produced by media. People are so uncultural - the want just cheap entertainment and consuming themselves to total self-destruction. What do I have to say? I can tell nothing, except "Where are your souls?"

I painted som oil-stuff. No brush - I feel comfortable with the expressionistic style.