Hi folks,
sorry it has been a while since we wrote something..
Well, we are all alive and actually we all jumped or we were thrown into a new world.nSome people call that "world" reality; we call it "pain we can't escape from".
I don't know in what order, but I will try to tell you what we did, how we felt, what we do right now and how we feel right now, but I cannot guarantee that the message gets through and that you fully understand. That is because: we don't even understand ourselves and we don't even know. (I will only present a small part of the facts and our dreams here, more might follow.)
Jarkko, our wonderful cellist got into the school(university) he wanted and he is really happy, but he's under enormous stress the same time. He got so much to do, so much to learn…
I, on my behalf, try to spend as much time with my wonderful girlfriend, with writing new songs, trying to solve our problems from the past and with working hard to get some money in and try to motivate all the ones around me, To motivate them: to not give up. It sucks, but even my success and achievements are limited. Sorry.
I would like to tell you a lot of things.
I would like to ask you a lot of things.
But I don't know if it's worth it and if I have the rights.?
One question I will present anyways, answer if you feel like. Answer directly, Answer us in private, answer our band members .Answer and question the same time.
How many of you care, how many like AOU, how many listen to our music every day?
If we get enough answers, comments, opinions, critics…
… then you will hear, read and feel more. Hopefully. (It's not up to me).
We love you.
-Jan