I still have a love/hate relationship with people.......

(I know, I know....we are supposed to love everyone...I know, I know)

I'm talking about my inner struggles that I have always had with my introvert/extrovert self.  Most people wouldnt recognize me as an introvert.....but I am ....more than you might ever find out. 

I need reflection time....away from people (or at least just my family)......I could drown in it...If I let myself. 
I have to be careful...I do love others.  Sometimes, I just wish I could love you from my house instead of meeting you...I'm kidding; (well sorta).  It is a struggle sometimes. 

But there are times when I need people so much and I do really want to serve God and reach people.  To love you like he loves you.  I won't let Satan keep me away from you................I am only refueling with God by myself!!!!!!!