Ive seriously got to be the stupidest girl on the planet...so Michael was a dick and left after all my money was gone....guess we know wat he wanted...he dont have a job, lol.  So that went out the window....and now....you kno wat im gonna say i kno u do lol....im talking to Damin again hahahahaha....im a loser I kno, but thats ok.  We are trying to fix things but to me it still all feels the same...and I dont feel as close to him as I used to...so I dont kno wats gonna happen..But, yesterday I hung out with my neighbors...they all got big trucks that they go mudding in...they are some pretty cool guys so far...AND, I finally got a job YAY!  So things are looking better for me finally...