Lost Awakening

Reminiscent hauntings I recall In my mind of initiation

I remember that blessed day I became blessed in hell as archfiend

                                     I chanted the sacred words

In the name of hatred I beg you come

with the flames of my candles I invoke

spirits of darkness I summon all of thee

unto my flesh where life has suffered me

                                   My devout hatred - never fail me

                                          shadows block out light

Flames surround me everywhere

orbs of mystery fill the air

all turns black, skin turns cold

the world I once saw is no more

you can feel the presence

spirits of evil origin

now surrounding me - they twist and …

form into one beast - which now stands before me - lifting it's talons forth - head and horns bow low

                                          the beast rushes forward

posesses me

I can smell the stench

the smell is rotten sweet

                                          the beast is now in me!

What have I done?

Where have I gone?

I cannot see, they torment me

all I hear are screams - cannot scream

terror in my my soul

                                           my soul I cannot control 

                                               they carry me away

no!

                                             they have taken me

where there's no sleep

only torture ...

and agony

but I stand

glorious in pain

for once life ...

                                      was all I'd seen ... I NOW SEE HELL!

I now have communed with the living, the dwellers and soldiers of hell

I have payed a price for what light had once leeched from me in it's spell

Adversity became neccessary to learn the ways to defeat the enemy

Weathered I now am proudly knighted and granted my throne

                                               I have awakened

No Longer Lost

I open my eyes ...

                                         I walk the path of demon