We started with a song from john legend...now it ended for good...also with john legend's "someday" all by myself.i guess i can finally say its gone for good.not a closure1 would want but its a closure that is needed for me.

she is working somewhere now and she has moved...and very likely i wont ever get to see her again.glad she had a good job and coping with her life very well and i must admit she was some1 i admire...in life i mean.i've never admired and respect someone to that level.well...i wish her well to the highest regards.it was very long that i wished i can blog about this and glad that i'm finally able to do it.

though it was something that wasnt long.but she did leave a big impact in what i'm doing now.i'm off going to church now.things were diff after that and it was never home for me.tried a few churches....but i finally gave up.i've decided to look within me first.reading spiritual books and etc.john legend never fails to calm me down at dawn...

all in all...i'm glad she is very very happy now.she gets to enjoy her life the way she wanted and hopefully prince charming will come along and sweep her off her feet...someday.hopefully 1 day when we do bump into each other...she would just say hi...dat will fill my day.to treat me as a fren again.cant imagine me writting with a smile on my face.happy cos she is doing great.and i know she will be guided along the way by her faith.

as for me...i'm still wondering around...searching for the next big wave to take on...someday