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Saturday, April 18, 2009 

Category: Life
 


Hi it’s me, Paul.  I have a confession to make.  Actually, I have more than one confession, but let’s start small.

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 Mr Hughes, my junior school teacher, was getting angrier and angrier, some pupils in his class had been breaking the palettes that we used for painting, (they were saucers actually, donated by parents who had broken the cups the saucers belonged to and gave the partner-less  piece of crockery to the school as an act of benevolence).  Mr Hughes had a habit of grabbing pupils by the shoulders and shaking them violently until they cried.  The child’s head  looked like rag doll being shaken in the mouth of an angry dog when Mr Hughes was about his shaking business. I have seen true hard men, (well, hard boys) break down and cry like a baby at the hands of Mr Hughes’s juddering technique.  These days, teachers are not allowed to dish out any sort of corporal punishment because it is wrong, unjustifiable and morally outrageous, but in those days it was fine.  So imagine my horror when I found out that that the saucer, (sorry, I mean palette) I was using had just cracked in two like a  McVities chocolate biscuit.  I knew I ought to confess immediately but was a little scared of being clasped into the ‘Hughes Shuddering Machine’.  So I wrapped up the two pieces of broken pottery in some newspaper and hid it in one of the cupboards that lined the classroom.  It’s probably still there now.  So for whoever finds it, it was me who broke it.  By the way Mr Hughes was nice in every other way.

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There’s another thing I want to say - I once found a frog, fully formed and shiny in all its slimy skinned glory.  I put the frog in my pocket and took it home.  I lived with my parents, and I kind of knew my mom wouldn’t be pleased to have a frog in the house with us so I put it in a bucket, thinking I would feed it everyday.  I went off to my bedroom to play my guitar for a while.  Feeling hungry I went to the kitchen to get something to eat, and had a quick look into the bucket to see how my new pet was doing.  I was shocked to see the bucket was empty.  I had completely forgotten that frogs can jump.  I looked everywhere to find the frog but he had hidden himself really well.  We left that house shortly after that, so to the people who bought it from us, that stink that you smell but can’t quite locate, is a dead frog, (well he’s got to be dead by now, what would he eat etc...) located somewhere on your premises.  Sorry!....

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Coming to think about it, I must have a list of misdemeanours as long as my arm.
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1 I don’t give our pet goldfish proper burials, but flush them down the toilet.  That’s not so bad I hear you say, yes but our goldfish are still alive when I do it.    (Just joking!)
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2 I once hit our dog with the pipe from the vacuum cleaner.  Dogs are weird enough when it comes to vacuum cleaners but now our dog goes crazy to get out of the room whenever someone even says the words Vacuum Cleaner.

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3 I don’t get the vacuum cleaner out to clean the house but leave it to my wife, (she wonders why the dog goes nuts when it comes out).  She thinks I’m a lazy oaf, when I’m really being kind to animals.
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4 In one of the first bands I played in I had an upset with the bass player.  He was 15 years old and I was 13, so because of his attitude I detuned his bass guitar when he left it around.  It was a bit stupid of me really because we were due to play that night and we couldn’t start because he took ages to get the thing in tune.  So I’m sorry Paul, where ever you are.
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5 While we’re talking about bass players, I upset Tony Wright who used to play bass in the PPP.  We were on stage one night in Plymouth and I made a joke to the audience at Tony’s expense.  Sometimes I’m a stupid git, sorry Tony.
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Hmmm well I’m glad I’ve got all this off my chest, I feel better already.  There’s one more thing I ought to mention but it’s too bad.  Suffice to say, I tried to help a baby bird once and it ended disastrously, I still feel too bad about it to talk.  But I’m sorry to birds everywhere, I’m sorry to the natural ecosystem and food chain.  I’m sorry to God who made the little baby bird.  I don’t think there’s anyone else to apologise to, but if there is, I’m sorry.

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Feel free to add your own confessions if you have any, it certainly helps you feel better about yourself.

Last of the Clown Mohicans

 
Early one morning I was knocking my mate Neil's front door when I accidentally kicked and knocked over a bottle of milk that the milkman had just left for Neil. The bottle smashed and the milk ran everywhere, Neil must have still been asleep in bed because he didn't answer the door. I didn't knock again but ran off. I never said anything to Neil.

 
Posted by Last of the Clown Mohicans on Saturday, April 18, 2009 - 4:08 PM
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Ed Mugavero Music (BMI)

 
me and my friend neil were making pudding one day and alas..we went to add milk but didnt have any..but neil ate it anyway and choked on the powder..sure wish we coulda found some milk
 
 
Posted by Ed Mugavero Music (BMI) on Wednesday, April 29, 2009 - 4:30 PM
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Poor Dog

 
I shot a bird with my bb gun at age 11 and saw the feathers fly everywhere. It seemed like the natural thing to do, to kill a helpless animal perched on a power line. I felt bad ever since.


ohh!! At age 10 I taught a poor little 4-yr old girl how to say bad words. Oh man that one really hurts. Anyway I'm all grown up now and know better.


When do we meet for therepy again?
 
Posted by Poor Dog on Saturday, April 18, 2009 - 6:56 PM
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Scott

 
I ran over Jerry with my snow sled so many years ago. It was no accident. I'm still sorry Jerry, but you where a mean little kid - who got your big brothers and his friends to beat on several of us kids whenever you got mad. While they did stop picking on me after seeing that incredible maneuver and small act of revenge - and you started being a kinder man - I still regret wiping you into the snow hill.





 
Posted by Scott on Saturday, April 18, 2009 - 11:08 PM
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Dwana
Dwana Horner

 


And why did it take so long to get this off your cheast? This is good therapy. You were a kid..it's over done..boys do dumb things.. that's why they're boys. You grow up, reflect on your past..appologize for mistakes, write stuff down in journals.. you did a good thing puting this down in print.. it's over. I have two journals on my computer. One for all the bad s**t i had to deal with.. and two: My Thank You" journal. Toxic shit weight you down.. poisions your system. This was "Feeing". You really don't want to know the pain I've lived with from my past or the dumb assed things I did when I was a teenager... lol!

Dwana Horner
 
Posted by Dwana on Sunday, April 19, 2009 - 7:31 PM
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Noel

 
I was with my son in law walking thropugh a village two weeks ago and when a car slowed down for the speed camera my son in laws camera flash would accidentally go off twice.
We must get that camera flash fixed!
 
 
Posted by Noel on Friday, April 24, 2009 - 7:35 AM
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gisella "gigi"
Gisella Perezarce

 
I too brought a frog to school. My uncle jumped frogs at the famous Calaveras county frog jump that Mark Twain captured in his short story in California.

Thanks for sharing confessions. I relate. Now, thanks so much for your comments about singing.
I may try private voice this summer.

Hello to your wife and family from the States!
 
 
Posted by gisella "gigi" on Wednesday, May 06, 2009 - 8:37 AM
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Teri

 
MY ROOMATE HAD A BIG LIZZARD HE LET RUN FREE IN THE HOUSE. ONE DAY, ITS TAIL KNOCKED OVER THE STUFF ON MY DRESSER,SO I LET IT OUT AND LEFT THE WINDOW OPEN TO MAKE IT LOOK LIKE AN ESCAPE. SORRY MICHAEL,BUT I WOULD DO OT AGAIN,IF YOU STILL LIVED WITH ME.
 
Posted by Teri on Thursday, May 14, 2009 - 7:49 PM
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