I love you
 

:] and I love your pics!
 

sorry to disappoint. the first paragraph was pretty annoying but it turned into an interesting interview. he or she sure has an affinity for categorization.

 

I left my comments there!
 

thank you!
 

my dear i think this is one of my favorite interviews...and as someone who has the pleasure of knowing you in real life i think you said some really amazing things here. im in awe of you as always. i can't wait to see what you will create in the next year!
 

lol @ pseudo-intellectual interviewer
 

je suis très contente de lire cet interview, d'une part parce que ça confirme ce que je pensé de toi de une autre parte je suis très surprise (et pas) de voir comme tu es fraiche et légère pour aborder certains sujets, intelligente et brillante petite fille prodigieuse . C'est marrant la boucle est bouclé, car je parlé avec une amie de myspace sur nous recherches sur nous obsessions, nous gouts, nous peurs etc... je lui disais que je ai besoin des images tortures, j'ai besoin des blessures et des cicatrices, aller chercher dans l'obscurité des morceaux et des fragments de ma vie, c'est comme un énorme puzzle, j'ai besoin de trouver la beauté dans la ombre pour mieux la dévoiler dans la lumière, pour communiquer la lumière sans être plat, si j'arrive... j'ai besoin de comprendre la obscurité et ma fascination pour elle. Je ai aussi envie de tourner la page sur mon passé, et puis non je ne suis pas prête. Tout le hic est que dans cette recherche sans fin je ai tombé sur des choses que je ne voulait pas vraiment voir, comme quand on se met la main devant les yeux mais on fini pour voir comme même, mes trouvailles on fini pour me attendre et je ai eu me replier faire une pause, je ai eu des crises de angoisses...enfin ça me a permis de faire le point, ça va mieux, je connait un peu mieux mes limites et je ai acquis plus de respect par apport a la vie a la mort. Je espère ne pas paraitre trop prétentieuse en disant tout ça. De une autre part je ai découvert le sacré ou au mois un bout de splendeur, le blanc, la pureté, une pause, un segment indescriptible mais je ne saurai pas te dire si tout ça est dissociable de l'obscure, je pense que oui, mais je ne suis pas là encore. Je peint et a chaque fois que je me mets devant ma toile je sent défiler un flux effréné, un ensemble des conclusions, compulsives torrents, soumise a un rythme que je ne contrôle pas, je recherche a me détendre pour entrer en contacte avec mon vrai moi. Exposer ma sainte perversité. Je trouve que tu es comme une petite fée que voltige entre le ombre et la lumière. Ps: je préfère écrire en français car mon anglais ne est pas très bon. bisous.

 

peut-être aurons-nous quelques bonheurs de coïncidence, une odeur de peinture dans les séquences du soir
 

Thanks Perla :) I get your point of view and I think we share the same one... My bf used to know a guy that by watching extremely violent/gory pics got insensitive to them, though for me it works exactly in the opposite, the more I see the more I feel I become sensitive (to life and death, to art, to beauty).
I am glad that you liked the interview, I think you're a very bright person as well!
 

"The first thing that comes to mind is any educational system (especially art schools). these institutions have dumbed down any form of true creativity or the stimulation of the individual’s own personal interests. i’d love to be able to say that it helps a person find their own way, but students cannot convince me that they aren’t unlearning every single piece of unwanted garbage the system has been pushing inside their head since day one in the classroom."-- I just wanted to add how true this is. It's only now that I'm not in the classroom that I'm starting to make paintings that actually say something, that I've become pickier about the work I'm doing, and yes...I have had to unlearn a lot of shit. Seriously, the system right now is bullshit, particularly the art school system.
 

è troppo lunga , però il sito si chiama kagablog (=^.
^=)
 

anche io non l'ho letta ahahah
 

fantastic interview, nana. great insight. i love the way your mind works! xo
 

becoming your own muse, oh I like that.
^_^
 

In English this time, for your fans in the Anglo-American Empire... Nice!
I ADORE the way you constantly stick it everybody.
Keep it up!
The CS major goes well, I have computer algorithms chasing me around in my sleep!!!! AAAHHH!!!
I finally have some girls to work with in terms of my photography, none of your quality of course. But we take what we can get.
Glad to see you made it to the new year!
 

Haha, very awesome.. thank you.
 

Very interesting views- some definitely of my own.

x

 

I haven..t finish reading the whole thing but I stumble it and add it to my faves. I may not agree with or understand the actual meaning in everything said there but it..s a very interesting interview.
"But to use a symbol is to change its meaning. Whatever connection it has for others personally. The personal resonance it has when I use it is up to others to figure out."
Couldn..t agree more!

 

" If all else fails I want to become a drugdealer because my new neighborhood is filled with them."

HAHA! loved it, you sure were definitely one of the more interesting girls on sg, its so fucking vanilla now and boring, uggh, anyway what country are you illegally living in now?

 

well it's not that illegal i found out, i have to sign just a couple of papers but i'm too lazy to do that :D