you disgust me. utterly. i never would have expected this from you. i know this is true because you have been treating me like shit. and i know you were hitting on lindsey too, while i was there in the room with you.


i just want you to know that, you have fucked up majorly. i know now that even me, this great friend that you had, the best girlfriend pretty much you've ever had, the only real friend you had up here in LA, the best thing that has and will ever happen to you, i know you will never change.


you will always be the promiscous boy that you were. people never change. you will never change. i hate to do this low blow, but look at your biological father. he never changed, neither will you.


and while you're off being promiscuous, you will also get back into hard drugs. you will fuck up your life again, after i fixed everything for you.


i will never, ever be there for you again.


this is one time too many.


please dont even consider us friends.


to be honest, i am not even heartbroken.


i knew this was coming. i know it after you started treating me different after you got back. everyone knows what a peice of shit you are. and bri wants nothing to do with you now, so she's said.


please. i will have bri talk to you tomorrow so that you can stop pretending. stop wasting your breath and time.


and i almost regret these times i've had with you. it's all a flawed peice of my memory now. i wonder if anything with you was ever true, but that is something i guess i will never know.


like from the beginning when you didnt know that i had given myself to you, trying to protect myself, i should have never told you i was a virgin. i knew it then and i believed you when you said you would never hurt me again.


i regret you.


you are a mark on my purity. you fucked up what little bit of greatness i had. but i dont know why anyone would believe that you wouldnt.


it's like taking a shit on a piece of are. you, cassidy alan magyar, shat on me, a piece of art, for too long. 1 year.


one year and eight months. gone. wasted.


i could have been spending my time with someone better, but i wanted you, i wanted to fix you,
and i ignored what everyone told me about you.


but i guess that's me being stupid again.


so, to add to your closure, i regret you.


i will talk to you for the last time tomorrow. and you will miss me. i know you will. like always.


i will be the most beautiful girl you've ever met and had the chance of having.


you don't have me anymore. no art for cassidy.


i don't love you. it's over.


bye.