Its been a while since i've wrote here... Or anywhere... My mind is in so many different places lately. Im kinda going crazy. If its not one thing going wrong its another. I've been trying to avoid drama the best i can, but it seems to hunt me down... Its fucking sick. I've been going through an emotional roller coaster since, well forever... My mom was diagnosed with cancer and last night someone broke into my truck.

Im hard as a rock.

Mom has had a "Lump" in her breast for the last 3 years, last week she had a mamogram and the tech said "wow, that doesnt look good". After that mom contacted the doctor, who proceeded to ask her to come in for a biopsy... AFTER 3 YEARS MY MOM HAD TO GET THE DOCTOR TO DO SOMETHING?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?! Yea, its cancer, ya its been there for a long time, ya this is fucked up, and yea we're not going to take it. How many other women in this town have cancer and dont know it because of a fucked up doctor who is to fucking lazy to do his god damn job?

And to add injury to insult this morning i find my stereo, ipod, and camera were stolen out of my truck. WHAT THE FUCK MAN. Life fucking sucks right now. Good thing i backed up all my pictures on there...



I seriously cant take anything more, leave me the fuck alone unless your actually going to HELP me.