It's funny how some things work out in life.  My boyfriend and I went through a lot of problems.  It was always one problem right after the other.  Then I had the bright idea to cheat on him.  I don't regret what I did, but I'm sorry that I did it to him. It sucks that it took all of that for him to realize that something was wrong between us.  Well, we're doing better than we ever did.  We're still working really hard to make it work, but I believe that it will.

I'm believing that one of my friends are pissed at me for my opinion of his girlfriend.  This all started when I confronted her about something completely stupid, but she made the dumb decision to lie to me.  Knowing that I knew she lied to me.  Well, it all went down from there.  I really don't care about it anymore.  It just really sucks that I can't be close to him anymore because of all that happened.  I could care less if her and I ever speak again.  I prefer not to.

I get really depressed sometimes.  Thinking about James Miller, Uncle Johnnie, and Grandpa Fincher.  I know that they are someplace better, and all I can do is wait to join them. 

I believe that Nate is the best thing that has ever happened to me.  I'm still really scared sometimes, but I'm ready to spend the rest of my life with him, and continue to work everything out.