So, ever since I saw him off the other night after hanging out with, I haven't heard from him, save one text message.

Did I chase him away or something? I really hope I didn't weird him out to the point where he's going to avoid me or something along those lines? Uuuuuugh, I told myself not to screw this whatever it is up, and I think I screwed it up before I even told myself not to. Anyone ever have something like that happen to you? Or is it my fate to fail at having relationships and die single? I'm ridiculously pissed at myself.

So at the moment, I'm not exactly sure what to do. Do I ask him about it? Do I give him some space and wait for him to come to me? Do I just throw my hands up and say "forget about it"? So, I'm kinda in limbo and for now I guess the smart thing to do would be to wait and see if he approaches me ever again.

Ya know, I thought I had grown out of the whole high school-esque thing where relationships were both awkward and sucky, but well, seeing as how up until now I've not come across a guy that I've deemed bf material since high school, I guess I was supposed to get the one-and-a-half missed years of unlucky relationships.

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*bashes head against keyboard several times*