It's been brought to my attention that my last entry may be misinterpreted in ways that could really make me look like an asshole. So I've taken a portion down for it to only grace my blog archives from this point on. I don't know if I just didn't make my language clear enough or some subconscious feelings somehow wedged their way in between the lines. I really hope it's not the latter or else I'm just another fool.

I think I'll go take a bus to the beach solo some time soon. Or just meander around campus in the dead of night to re-evaluate myself as it seems necessary. Who knows. I might come back the same, I might come back changed, I might come back different. Like always I hope that I end up in the middle... changed somehow, not just a little and not a lot, just in the middle.

Truly.