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Life as always is hectic, It never dies down. Some days I wish I could hide under my bed (if it had space under it, the boxspring sits on the floor XD) and draw with a flash light like I did when I was oh... 7 or 8 years of age. But those times have passed, they passed by too quickly. Leaving a huge void in me longing for the past, but as everyone knows. You can't gain anything by focusing on the past, can you? No. Certainly not. Anywho, onto teh topic.

As Life does get Hectic, and leaves holes where people and things have been taken from you, it also tries to fill it back up very much like a vacuum. And the only hole I've found that only I can empty is the God shaped hole in my life, I take for advantage of the fact that my God is a god of second, third, and fourth chances, and that he will always be there. And as I stray off into my little cliche of friends who are 95% not Christian and 97% bi or gay at school, I forget that if I put trash in, that's exactly what I get back out. Trash. The way I think, The way I work, The way my Faith works as well. It can all be influenced by the company I keep and the music and movies I watch. So as I go about my day, I'm not going to get rid of my friends, Just because they are not Christian and Bi (or gay), Because in reality, that is their choice. I can not change it, no matter how hard I try, or how many times I throw Bibles and crosses at them. They will always be them, just like I have to figure out what I'm going to pick up when it's left on my doorstep. That's my little epiphany for the night :3

By the by, if anyone cares, Life's been swell. I've been doing alright (even though I have an "F" in my Algebra class -_-) I'm just trying to survive, and cope without computers. Anyways, I've gotta get going, I need to catch up on lots of work. Not to mention Sheezyart's a callin'!

~Reb