Here's my little thesis.
Not really.

Here are my symptoms.

I actually find it entertaining to critique/give criticism, without sugar coating, making me 'seem' like a bitch.

Sorry sugarcoating doesn't drive anyone.

Art and writing are my true calling in life.
I can sit at a computer not, online on sites, but actually writing for sketching.

I AM LISTENING TO POP MUSIC.


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I would have shot myself a few year back for even trying to listen to it.



You somehow become intuitive and informative. You give amazing advice, because your mind is going off on it's own.

I been helping out people with relationship problems for some reason.
And I am hoping it's actually working...




What else, what else.


Lots of stuff.



Also here's how I am seeing things. Call me a jerk, call me a snob. I don't care.

If I don't have respect for a person, I will be a jerk to them and never ever apologize for speaking harsh and true words. I will break a person down and down. But honestly I am not doing it for negative effects.

Merely I am trying to make that person build up their self esteem. Their retaliation is never polished either.


I do not hate people that I have no respect in. I am neutral about them.
Curious. Yes I am curious. One day I'll drive one of these people into insanity, till they point a gun to my head.

A psychotherapist sounds like a curious job. I refuse to become a psychiatrist giving out drugs to children, when it will only make them worse in the future.

DO NOT PUT YOUR KIDS ON PSYCHO DRUGS.

I remember I was suppose to be on a drug for ADD.
However my mother refused, and in my later years I calmed down... Almost way too much till I was silent.

However. I still think it lingers in me. But who hasn't been a little ADD at times.

Human nature is a fascinating thing,

Look at the time Alice. It's time to come back to the real world. Wonderland is only a dream world.
Don't worry you'll see everyone here again when you fall back asleep.

I love Alice in Wonderland. A story about a girl who goes to another world. A fantasy world.

How envious I am of her.
This real world is so boring.
Not sparks, just stagnant water.
Mosquitoes are forming.


2012.
A new age in human thinking.

I like that idea better.
But before that can happen... We have to learn proper pronunciation, grammar and spelling.

I hate text talk.



The true cure... I need to social like with other human beings than my few close friends.
I want to work with animals... Pet shop. My dream job.

Animals are so much better than humans.
They don't whine.

Said this to my mother today. I then realized I had just quoted her from long ago.
She laughed after she told me that she once said that to me.

I miss our horse Tahoe. (gave back to old owner, before moving)
I miss my cat Patricia.(deceased)
I miss my dog Nelly. (deceased)

Horses are to most oddest pets you will have, they are also very social. If you stay friendly to them, feed them and actually take care of them, then they will never try anything foul with you. I think horses have much more developed personalities then cats or dogs. Odd? Considering I like cats the most.

When I was in kindergarten I use to lay with a horse three times my size. He was sweet, but skittish, but very gentle around me, my mom and dad.

Oh my.
I am just rambling.