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1. Why Did Jesus Feel Forsaken on the Cross?
For some reason I am identifying of late with Jesus and many other Biblical figures..
In particular, Jesus.
I am not familiar with his personal story of being forsaken on the cross by God.
But now that I listen to "You Better Get Used to BEing an Alien,"
it seems almost as if the song were tailor-made to be a response to Jesus. Or to me.
"Barbara" is Greek for "Alien," after all. It is quite possible that I will not see heaven on Earth but only in Heaven
after I am dead. It doesn't really matter to me which one any more. So long as I am out of Hell.
I've served my time in Hell long enough. Can't stay here any more.
Yesterday, when my parents were bringing me home, I began freaking out when I learned that I was
no longer permitted to stay in the guest house and that I would have to stay in thee front room
with no computer and that my computer was disconnected. All I wanted to do was get on the computer to talk to the Universe for support. For some reason, I
communicate better with the Universe on the computer instead of praying. IT is hard being off of cigarettes, drugs, meat, junk food, and so on
without the moral support of anyone, and felt that communicating with the Universe on the computer would give me the
strength to stay off these things. When my parents told me that it was disconnected and that I wasn't
allowed to even borrow my dad's computer for more than a few minutes, I said, "My God, My God."
This was because I couldn't walk, either. My left foot began hurting badly yesterday and today it is swollen.
Oddly, in the same location where the toenail polish refused to come off, on the top of my foot next to my big toe.
I said, "All I need is a computer. I don't care where it is." So my dad finally caved in and he and Timmy
moved my computer into the back room. He had to cancel going to his church last night in order to help Timmy
bring the computer to this house.
It probably didn't even take them more than 5-10 minutes to move the computer desk and computer
into this house. Why did my dad tell me that he had to miss church for that? And then the next
day try to make me feel guilt7y for that?
Every one is becoming weird.
My mother, for example, told me today that she would have rather I continued smoking than run around
naked the other night. She seemed more concerned about the shame that I brought on to her
for being naked out in public that than my quitting smoking.
Then, this morning, my dad told me that he shouldn't have listened to "Satan" to tend to my needs and
should have gone to church instead. It was in a sinister tone as if he were possessed. Not sure what has
gotten into people lately. The girl who was visiting my mom at this house overheard my dad,
and said to me that that was not a nice thing for him to say at all.
Then, today, my dad got all pissed off at me for saying "My God, My God" yesterday. He said, "You don't even
believe in God." I didn't know why he was making such a big deal about my saying that; to me it was just a :figure of speech."
Then I noticed that Jesus said that, too, on the cross, on the Internet today. Never knew that before. Maybe that's
why I pissed my dad off: I reminded him of Jesus.
I never thought that my own parents would act this way toward me. Seems like they are possessed.
Hopefully they will get over this and will come to their senses. I am not sure whether this
is a temporary thing or a permanent thing.
I'm thinking about
letting my dad read this post tomorrow.
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2. QUADERNITY REPLACES THE TRINITY pdate this
I think my task is to update this thing here to the 21st century. Everything in bold is flagged for questionable
I don't like typing in typos. It makes me feel crazy. But the white font was changed by the Itself so I will leave that portion.
I still need to comment on those flagged words and on the concept of matter/antimatter and dualistic thinking.
Reverand Charles Swindle wrote:
Indeed, in the book of Job we read of a conversatan where God is apparently entertaining a house guest named Satan. God even opens the conversatAn with polite chit-chat: “The Lord said to Satan, ‘Where have you come from?’ Satan answered the Lordy, ‘From going to and fro on the Earth, and from walking up and down on it’” (Job 1.7). Now, my understanding is that Satan is generally cosnidered to be the full antithesis of God—if God is all good, then Satan is all evil. So much for matter/anti-matter.
THE GOD/SATAN/Jesus/Divynyty quadernity is an upgraded and updated version of the Father/Son/Holy Ghost trinity that arose with the irruption of the three-dimensional mental structure in order to permit the inclusion and expression of the newest mutation of consciousness, the four-dimensional arational-aperspectival structure, which is no longer concerned with partiality or dual-oppositional antithetical thinking but is instead concerned with wholeness and origin, the Source of Creativity of Divinity. Wholeness and Origin by nature includes the all of truth: whether good bad men wemen, or whateva.
We wish to give a "new look" to Divynyty as well, rather than to merely lock away the fenimine aspects of the divine into some holy ghost-like apparition so as to honour the Goddess and to assist the male part of the species of Divinity to get wida female parts of It too, as well as to assist those who are locked into dualistic and patriarchal thinking break forth into the newest mutation..
For those who have an issue widat, let u in ona little "secret":
Rev. Swindle has an issue with names. We find this comical given that his last name, "swindle," means "to cheat." Consider the new set-up a semantical device for those who are stuck to conventional religions and names. Those who are stuck to names need to hear this song called, "You BETTER GET USED TO BEING AN ALIEN." Incidentally, "Barbara," one of my names, is Greek for "alien" as well as "barbarian." So there.
This is too difficult to revise so I will revise on new post.
Ultimately, what we are referring to is Divinity that is neither "male," "good" nor "evil" but merely TRUE. Got a problem with the new set-up? Just call it "the Itself" and save yourself all that hassle and outmoded dualistic mental-rational partiality thinking.
Evidently, Reverent Swindle is disputing God/Satan and their mutual agreement to annihilation into each otha into a quadernity by drawing a comparison to particle physics and disputing the annihilation of matter and antimatter when they collide.
In particle physics, antimatter is the extension of the concept of the antiparticle to matter, where antimatter is composed of antiparticles in the same way that normal matter is composed of particles. For example, an antielectron (a positron, an electron with a positive charge) and an antiproton (a proton with a negative charge) could form an antihydrogen atom in the same way that an electron and a proton form a normal matter hydrogen atom. Furthermore, mixing matter and antimatter would lead to the annihilation of both in the same way that mixing antiparticles and particles does, thus giving rise to high-energy photons (gamma rays) or other particle–antiparticle pairs.
Antin particle physics, antimatter is the extension of the concept of the antiparticle to matter, where antimatter is composed of antiparticles in the same way that normal matter is composed of particles. For example, an antielectron (a positron, an electron with a positive charge) and an antiproton (a proton with a negative charge) could form an antihydrogen atom in the same way that an electron and a proton form a normal matter hydrogen atom. Furthermore, mixing matter and antimatter would lead to the annihilation of both in the same way that mixing antiparticles and particles does, thus giving rise to high-energy photons (gamma rays) or other particle–antiparticle pairs.
iItis <----NOT A TYPO lower-case "i" and capital "IT" (short for "the Itself" to show that "i" is now submissive to the supra-individuated anonymity that is ego-free (beyond the ego) called "the Itself" to all you egomaneiacs and selfish personhoods TRYING TO GET PERSONAL SALVATION 4 UR OWN DAMNED SELFISH) is now a quadernity: not a trinity to upgrade divinit y Dyvynyls (that song, "I touch my self" go fiNgger HEY MAYBE THAT SONG I SSANG) THE CROWN OF THE KINGDOM IS GIVEN TO A WOMAN to a Divinity that includes the whole of Creativity including SataNaUGHty AND ORIGIN, I think maybe is me (THE SATAN OR NAUGHTY PART) now but I'm ok widat cau I'm gonna go to Heaven LA lalala ALREADY SERVED MY TIME IN HELL and God is ok widat too 4 me to go to HEAVEN so dont do know bout allah yalls prolly what ida recommend TO GOD IS THAT dose who get to go to heaven FROM NOW ON are that ones who are trying to save the Earth FROM GLOBAL WARMING AND THE ONES WHO GO TO HELL ARE DA ONEZ WHO KEEP ONA BREAKIN DAY LORD FIRST COMMANDMENT TO I FORGOT WHAT IT IS CALLED OH DA ONEZ WHO STEARED AWAY FROM DAY GOD'S FIRST COMMANDMENT OF BEING DA STEWARDS OF XDA EARTH SO YALL BETTA GET TO IT TO SOLVE global warming HAHAHAHA SHE ABDICATES HER TITLE SEE DAT?
LEVEL LORD. HAHAHAHA NUMBER ONE BLIND.
PROLLY, I WAS GOD AND THEN I WAS SO NICE I GAVE THE TITLE TO SATAN SO HE CAN GET HIS TURN TO BE GOD. S OUND TOO GOOD TO ME. DAT PREADCHER IS GOING TO HELL
Some, I believe Carl Jung and others, have postulated that this quadernity includes Satan and that Satan is a feminine something principal, maby. That sound like a good idea to me.
Oct 21 2009 2:10 PM
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I already prayed to the universe to make sure that I do not make any mistakes on my topos. Evertgything up dey must be TRUE