I have returned to you.
(In my 20th year)


There are many who were wondering when it is that I might reappear in the world. To be quite honest, I had no intension of returning. Why would I need to return to you when I told all of you that I would be with you always, until the end of time? When john was sent to the island Patmos he made up the lie that I was returning to you, but how can I make him out to be a liar? He was truly my most beloved student, beloved in many ways. Though I have been gone for some time, I see that the account of my half brother Judas has survived most of the way through time; back in 2002 I wrote the gospel of Judas out and showed it to some of my teachers. Now that the New York Times publicized the gospel, my teachers believe. Yes, sad as it may seem, I do believe that the world will wait until I am drenched in my own blood to want to know me. This time around I have invented a numerical language, which will defy all spoken word. But because this body is only 20 years old, I can still build up my momentum and wait until I am 30 (again). I have studied many religions, learned many tongues, and because the world claims to have been waiting for me, I will give you what you have all been waiting for. Just like the Jews hated me way back then, so shall you Christians hate me now. But the generation that I am preparing shall defy all the others. I shall teach them the ways of the stars, and the talent of mending realities. I will supply them with the knowledge to self regenerate, as I have already taught many for free. The only way to gain maximum attention, and reach the height of human intellect is by facilitating the gap between mere fascination (which is infinite) and human confusion (which is finite). These two occurrences of the mind, mere fascination, and human confusion, rub against each other, to give us "the evolution of the mind." This is how the mind moves forward (evolves).

For those who seek my family lineage, you may request it. I have performed many, many talents before the world, and look how you still lack faith! Now, the only talent that I will perform is the stealing of the essence, and yes I will do this to who ever desires to see a show. I am sick of the human desire to be entertained. I will destroy this desire. I have 2 or 3 students right now who cannot speak, because I have taken their voices. There will be no wine into water this time. That is a promise. For those who wondered about my sexuality, I will keep my mouth closed once again, and tell no secret. When you learn the family history of this body, you will be able to understand how I was created back then. And the reason for my sexuality and devotion. I will make a much larger debut in 2009 when this body is a bit older, but there are already 34 students who have been following me since I was 17. I have been teaching then the enlightened mathematics, and hyper- physics. I have been teaching then how to cause another persons blood vessels to burst, so that they don't have to fist fight. Yes, not only will you learn that I am black and young, but I was forced to live in the ghetto.