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Thank God, this semester is almost over. I honestly thought I would be excited but I find I'm simply relieved. My life since last May has been a huge roller coaster ride. So many things that I said would never happen to me have lol. In all honesty most of them haven't been good. I've met some people that I would not take the world for and some people I would give anything to forget. At least I can say I learned something which is more than a lot of people can take from an experience. It may just be the shitty weather that has me all blahed out and down. Sunlight always makes me feel better lol.
I think the number one thing that has me kinda upset is the fact that so many people have simply dropped off the face of the earth. I know it's part of life and all that but it doesn't make it any easier and it doesn't make it hurt any less. So, now I'm finally getting down to business!
Anyone who knows me knows I'm somewhat of a social butterfly. I used to be obsessed with what people thought of me and what I could do to live up to everyone else's standards. Not anymore. I've finally outgrown all that bullshit and all the drama it creates. If you want to be my friend or already are, great. But I would suggest getting my contact info. After my next birthday I'm leaving myspace. (June 1 for those who wont read my profile lol). I've decided to concentrate on living my life instead of hiding behind a screen. Every day is going to be spent DOING something. I would strongly suggest the rest of you do the same. I've learned lately that you have to take every moment from this life. If you have someone, enjoy them. You never know when your curtain is going to fall, and no I don't mean death lol. Well, not entirely. And before everyone freaks out and inquers about my mental health, no I'm not contemplating suicide lol. I'm just ready to live my life instead of being scared that every person is going to hurt me in some way or that every experience is going to be bad because it is new or different. Carpe Diem damnit!! lol Anyways, those of you in school: It may not be an A but holy shit it's a pass! The people I'm talking to will understand. To the rest of us, lets get out in the sun and get naked! lol
Emily
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1:05 AM
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