It is now 9:57, I have to clean my room, and get ready for work by 10:15, when my mom comes to get me. I'm going back home. This feels weird. Tonight I'm having chinese food. I dreamt all night about my boyfriend in gradeI 10. It was weird. Haven't thought so much about him, since my mom started talking about him constantly. Yep, awkward. I hate myself for ditching Impact. It looked incredible. Jodie is here now. She is making fun of me, because I have so little time, yet I'm typing all of this. I can't wait until we live together, and I'll have someone to clean all of my messes. I love my girlfriend. Kidding, I don't really have one. I'm ALONE. But not really, I have my teddy bear, Joe. HEART