I'm so tired but i just can't sleep. I've got some friends, but I'm alone all the time. I call myself a musician, but i have nothing to show for it. I think i'm a nice guy but i can't meet people. I think i'm a good catch, but no one's baiting.

I can't stand to be me sometimes. I look in the mirror and expect to see someone else. But all i get is me.

I wanted you so much.

I just want someone to give a fuck about me. and let me know it.

in 14 days i'll be done for the semester. i'm bruised and half dead, but i got through it. time to pick myself up by my bootstraps and give a fuck again. i have these brief moments of brilliance, where my life is all figured out, and i flush it all down the toilet.

Tomorrow is going to be fun. Avalanche shows always are. Good times with good dudes.

I still need someone though. Seriously. Someone help me find someone to hang out with me, to watch tv with, to go have fun with, to talk to, to kiss, to go to shows with. I'm sick of being alone.