So good. I's funny to me that you wrote this. I have, more than ever, thought about marraige and when I think of marraige I think of it as a ministry between two people and have understood even more just how important it is to find the right one..the God appointed one. many people I have n know marry becasue of what they can get out of it including me with my first marriage. I don't remember actually thinking that but looking back I see it's true. I'm exited that I will meet the person whom God has for me in this part of my life rather than earlier becasue my understanding and desire is so different. when I was young, my focus was being with someone who would take care of me, love me, and give me attention. But now I know that what you give, you recieve and while I still expect all those things, it's with a different heart. I have much to offer and look forward to loving him right with him being my focus rather than myself. And so each day that he has not yet entered my life I will look at as another day for the Lord to work in me and prepare me for that one right moment. Your willingness to be so open, real and transparent through your hard times have taught me so much.