Troubled Man.

It seems the more life slows down, or when she presents herself in a manner unlike what we are used to, the more we realise that we don’t really know that much about her. We don’t really know much about what we mean to her or what her intentions are; that is, we don’t really know what life is about at all. So it makes you question things, and questioning things is a good thing. We are young people and isn’t that we are supposed to be about?  Challenging the social norms; fighting for a cause; rebelling against the system. So I let myself be confused by the many, many, many different opinions and ideas that fly around the air.

The things that seemed important, aren’t actually that important. The things that I thought were success, aren’t success by any great standard at all, but are just small accomplishments for small minds. The things that I wanted and desired, I questioned. Why? Why do I want these things? Perhaps at some point in my life I am actually led to believe that these are desirable things. Perhaps someone is deciding, for me, what I want. If I consider what the consequence is of achieving these desires, are they really that great for me and for others arround me? So then it makes me wonder “what should I want?”

Muslims, Christianity, Judaism, Agnosticism, Catholicism, Spiritualism and all the other “isms”, why do they hate each other? Perhaps there are other influencers that create this hate? I can tell you right now, I’m not going to kill anyone because of their belief. I’m not going to fight in a war that I don’t understand. I’m not going to fight a war for another man’s global domination goal. But how can we know?

How can we know the absolute truth, when the truth is controlled? How are we ever going to know the truth about global affairs? How are we are going to make the right decision, when our decisions are being influenced, by movies, and the news and unreliable sources.

We can start by questioning. Question the news. Question what the government leaders say on TV. Question what you learn from your teachers and your lecturers, everything is questionable!!! Desire to know the truth, search for the truth! I hate the thought of being powerless against the big monster. The worst thing is, none of us look for the monster, and for the most part, it gets its way without anyone raising an eyebrow.

Terms to think about, that I have been hearing of late: Zionist. What is a Zionist? Why is Jerusalem so important to the entire world? Google it!

What about the financial state of the world? What’s the go with that? Who’s responsible for that? What will the end result be?

Is it the big bad USA? or does the truth lie deeper than that? Is there a group of people, outside of the government, who control nations? Is there a group of people who see nations, as a way to make a real lot of money? On a side note; did the USA have anything to do with the twin towers? A lot of people would tell you that in actual fact, they did, along with many, many other things.

So then we need to question decisions that are being made, and why they are being made. What is the purpose? If the purpose is that for some people to get very rich and a lot of control, then that is scary. To think that bills may be getting passed, and out world is changing before our very eyes, and it has nothing to do with us as the people is not a happy thought. But that's what it could be all about.  It could be all about making small moves, so that some people, very, very high up, can make a lot of money.

In the end, the goal is new world order?

New world order? what does that mean? what will that mean for me, or for my kid? That sounds like a conspiracy theory to me, some might say? why does it sound like a conspiracy theory? I dont think its that hard to imagine that there are people alive today, who are very very powerful who desire to control the world. They've been arround, and they've tried before. They all try. So why is it all of a sudden so crazy to think that there are a group of people who want to control the entire world? It makes you a little bit more cautious doesn't it.

Our population has tripled since World war 2! Thats a hell of a lot of people on the plannet. Are they really planning on controlling the population of the world? Are they trying to lower this population count? Are we being killed?

It’s good to be a little bit confused, not entirely confused, but enough to need to know more about what’s going on around us.

There are a lot of people who are starting to have similar questions pop up in their mind. So we should all help each other to understand our world, rather than think that we are too insignificant to make a change.

I hope you don't mind me sharing my thoughts. I have recently become somewhat troubled.

Samuel