Going through the motions full on emotions
the backfires burn in my brain

Ease the pain with lotion just for a magic potion
and worry always comes unrestrained

Off in the backdrop I hear a voice talk
but its only to bring dismay

So then take a walk to you I flock
with words unwanting to say

But within me is a big change one that had rearranged
my body feels out of wack

Part of me shoots -bang- other wants to hang
but spirit is still in tact

Understand me repremand me
so I stay in line

No one can see what it means to me
when you here or not Im fine

Just to let you know its not you i throw
but my minds own typhoons

please hang in there when im not aware
that alter me is in tune

Confused you must be but so am i you see
maybe its time for some pills

I'll keep trying let there be no denying
kick in mind, wheres my will?