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City: Los Angeles
State: CALIFORNIA
Country: US
Signup Date: 4/24/2005

Who Gives Kudos:


Sunday, June 18, 2006 

Current mood:  lonely

Hi everyone. I'm back in LA, trying to get back to my everyday recording habit.

Some people have asked me about my TV interview last week in Japan......and yes I was a little out of it. People thought I was depressed or mad........but I was just thinking of the desert for my dinner, and the next day's drink.... I ended up bringing a French red wine to Hides' grave site, and had a drink with him. (well, really, I was kind of alone.................)

Well: I'm gonna keep on rockin. (I mean recording)

Love

YOSHIKI

PS   This week I'm planning to play drums a lot! (just so I can get back in shape).....'cause I ate too much pudding in Japan.

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eskimo

 
xx
 
Posted by eskimo on Monday, June 19, 2006 - 4:01 AM
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εїзMaru 怡﹌
Sun Xinyi

 

In fact,you are not alone!I and everybody who love you are always round you...Not our body...It 's our HAERT!Do you feel it?Don 't think more...OK?

Drums?!Are you kidding?I think your body can't allow...Wish you all right!(YOU konw...I'm worry about you!)

LOVE YOU FOREVER!As well as HIDE...And he is in my memory FOREVER!

HIDE...NEVER GONE!


 
Posted by εїзMaru 怡﹌ on Monday, June 19, 2006 - 4:02 AM
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Beck

 

Aw, Yoshiki-sama, please never be lonely!  ^^  There are too many people who love you for you to do that!

I hope the recording goes well...  I'm starting a little bit of work in a recording studio soon.  I'm excited.  ^_^

And I'm sure you didn't eat so much pudding that you're out of shape!  Or, if you really did, how much pudding did you eat?!  So much... *_*

Well, please take care of yourself and keep working hard.  Everyone loves you.

With much love and admiration,
Rebecca


 
Posted by Beck on Monday, June 19, 2006 - 4:02 AM
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紅素敵梨

 

Oh, yeah, I am first who saw this (hope so )
Don't be lonley, sweety!! Oh, you were drinking with Hide? (why's now big H? )
That is sweet. And French!! I would like to do same thing!  
Go play drums!! You must, becouse, that is such a power. And I know you love them very much so, you won't have any problems to do your best!! Yes, indeed. Gambatte.
But, really, I like you more in studio, than somewhere else, so I don't have to worry about you too much!! Just do what you must do!
And don't get too fat, ok??  Well, I do love you,  fat or skiny
, as long as your beautiful music is on the run!!! Keep rocking!!


 
Posted by 紅素敵梨 on Monday, June 19, 2006 - 4:02 AM
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(capital H because in X Japan, hide was spelt with a capital ^^)
 
Posted by on Thursday, June 22, 2006 - 3:49 AM
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Ana

 
Hey Yo-chan! You shouldn't feel lonely. There are so many people that really care about you a lot :) And please take care of yourself.

Ana

 
Posted by Ana on Monday, June 19, 2006 - 4:40 AM
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Solstice

 
Welcome back!

Sounds like you had some rough and some good times then.. but maybe even the rougher times were more somber and full of reflection than a darker sadness?  That's very endearing that you shared a drink up there with hide.  Men like you are rare nowadays - it's always nice to hear little details of things you've been doing like that.

I hope your recording and drumming goes well.  Heh, and glad you enjoyed the pudding! 

 
Posted by Solstice on Monday, June 19, 2006 - 4:42 AM
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♡Moo Cow♡

 
Im glad you had a good time in Japan yoshiki. Im so happy that you are working s hard to achieve your goals. Also that was such a sweet gesture visiting hide like you did. I bet hide was so  happy to see you again, even though he is always watching over you, loving you and protecting you. Take care of yourself Yoshiki.

~Rena~ 
 
Posted by ♡Moo Cow♡ on Monday, June 19, 2006 - 4:42 AM
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tiv

 

we are always be with you. dear~
so as hide.

hope you get back in your great shape very soon!


 
Posted by tiv on Monday, June 19, 2006 - 4:43 AM
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Luciana

 

Ohh, my sweetie... Don't feel lonely... We are all with you. When u get sad, try to feel our hearts beating with yours... Gah, I ate too many chocolates last week... I'll play drums too! A lot...! Okay, I'm kidding... I don't have drums... But I can play imaginary drums~ It's sooo funny~ Oh, I'm not always stupid like that... It's worst when I eat chocolates... it has the same effect as wine, whisky, beer, etc~

Give me some strenght to study... I'll have tests the whole week and I even didn't start to study... *sigh* DAMN XDDD I'm so lazy this year... Oh, but I'm studying music a lot huh?

LOVE YOUUU


 
Posted by Luciana on Monday, June 19, 2006 - 4:44 AM
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Welcome back!!

I was dying to wait your post.

I miss you. T_T 

After you went to TKO, you seem to cheer up. Right?

Good sign!

Pudding power is amazing!! HAHAHA~

I'm always looking forward to your work.

OK. Have a fun with recording work.

XOXO

 

 

PS  MURISINAIDE!!!

 

 


 
Posted by on Monday, June 19, 2006 - 4:44 AM
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Smacky

 
Welcome back!
 
Posted by Smacky on Monday, June 19, 2006 - 4:44 AM
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Welcome back!!!
Have a successful week. Take care of you.

 
Posted by on Monday, June 19, 2006 - 4:44 AM
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jimmy

 

welcome my dear yoshiki~~~~

miss you so much when you have been in tokyo.

oh yeah!!!


 
Posted by jimmy on Monday, June 19, 2006 - 4:44 AM
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Maverick

 
I think you're never really alone, because there are so much people out there who are thinking of you, how you feel, what you're doing.
Last week I was wondering everyday, if you're still in Tokyo or back in L.A.

Hope your visit at Hide's grave was okay....

Ehm.... how can you eat too much pudding?? Is't it too sweet? I mean, I'd getting sick while eating too much of it!

Ki o tsukete kudasai!

Maverick.

 
Posted by Maverick on Monday, June 19, 2006 - 4:46 AM
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Sarah

 
 Welcome back Yoshiki-san!!!  Don't feel lonely, you have millions of fans around the world who love and support you.  That's cool you are going to be playing drums, but don't over do it okay?  Keep on rockin!!!! 
-Sarah

 
Posted by Sarah on Monday, June 19, 2006 - 4:48 AM
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Patience is divine but the virtue is not mine...

 

I think it's so beautiful how you visit hide's grave every time that you go to Japan. Even though I'm very much an atheist, I believe that spirits of the people that we love are always around us... and so I'm sure he was right beside you, drinking.

Today is a sad day for me, seeing as it's Father's Day and I lost my father when I was six years old. But there's a song that always helps me and I hope you'll give it a listen as well. It's by The Beatles and it's called "In My Life."

Anyway... Take care of yourself and have a good day, Yoshiki.

~*Dawn*~

"There are places that I remember... all my life
Though some have changed
Some forever, not for better
Some have gone... and some remain
All these places have their moments
With lovers and friends, I still can recall
Some are dead and some are living
In my life... I've loved them all..."

 ~The Beatles, "In My Life"


 
Posted by Patience is divine but the virtue is not mine... on Monday, June 19, 2006 - 4:56 AM
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li

 

we all missing you.

well ..... pudding are great food.haha.

and..hide.....he must be happy for the wine.

sweet dreams.


 
Posted by li on Monday, June 19, 2006 - 4:58 AM
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rosetaisho

 

Hide san must be very happy, for you had a drink with him!

You know you're not alone...smilie Hide san and we stay with you! smilie

 

 


 
Posted by rosetaisho on Monday, June 19, 2006 - 4:59 AM
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Ewan

 
Hide lives on through our memories! I believe he is always with you Yoshiki-sama! So you will never be alone!
I'll be thinking of you playing drums.. while I'm playing drums!!
Ewan xxx
 
Posted by Ewan on Monday, June 19, 2006 - 5:00 AM
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Elaine C.

 
Yoshiki~~~~
You are not alone~~~~~
Hide always with you!!!!~~~~
He is living in your heart~

Long time didn't see you play drums>.<
when will you show us ???>.<
You are so handsome when you play the drums!!!
 
Posted by Elaine C. on Monday, June 19, 2006 - 5:05 AM
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emma880824

 

Dear Yoshiki,

You are not alone!!!

There are a lot of people staying with you!!!

We cares you all the time!!!

We love you forever!!!

We love Hide forever!!!

Be happy,OK??

Love 

Emma


 
Posted by emma880824 on Monday, June 19, 2006 - 5:36 AM
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TaishoTears
Jennipher White

 

I'm glad to hear that you are back!!  I'm also happy that you got your pudding!  ^_^

As for being lonely, we are always here for you. You will be in our hearts no matter how far away you are.

Good luck with playing drums!!  I've always loved your drumming skills!  ^_^  Have fun, but please don't push yourself to hard... Tell your sadistic little muse to go easy on you!  ^_~  We don't want you hurting to much again!

Love Forever, Jennipher


 
Posted by TaishoTears on Monday, June 19, 2006 - 5:37 AM
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Jun
Jun Jun

 

Come on,yoshiki! We all love and support you wherever you are!

I knew that you had a drink with hide from the letter you sent to Japanese fans on hide`s memorial day...some of your words made me feel heart-broken...I miss hide...miss him every minute...

Though you said you feel lonely,there are still some funny words in your message,which make me feel better.I often repent after I had ate too much yummy food,too,haha.

Yoshiki,when you play the drum,you look sooooo COOL ^_^Love you~


 
Posted by Jun on Monday, June 19, 2006 - 5:37 AM
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♥天子♥花柒
花柒 D

 

pudding?

i think u should eat more

because u are too thin now

u are in shape now

drums!!!!i am excited!!!!


 
Posted by ♥天子♥花柒 on Monday, June 19, 2006 - 5:38 AM
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My YOSHIKI san, how about your feeling today??~

Well...The composure in which I could smile with your words related with

'pudding' came to me last night after rereading this in helplessness.

It is because I could feel your warm heart which didn't want to have your

fans worry so much about you in the word, pudding.

Of course, I saw this word last night, but I did only concentrate 'a lot'~!!!

Maybe, it was result which are from my sadness due to your loneness.

Until now...My heart is still in sorrow.

But I want to smile so that the energy of positive atmosphere can be

delivered to you, my dearest.

Please cheer up~!!!!!! Please smile facing this world~!!!!!!


 
Posted by on Monday, June 19, 2006 - 5:39 AM
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Lucy~Mirage of Life~

 

Welcome back my dear Yoshiki-san!

Don't feel alone Yoshiki-san! We are here with you!

I don't have a chance to watch your interview..(cuz the location...T__T) but I wanna watch it..

Anyway! We love you!


 
Posted by Lucy~Mirage of Life~ on Monday, June 19, 2006 - 5:40 AM
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lizzie~HCcn
lizzie Xu

 
you have us ~~
   
  PS:my major is food science,how I wish someday you could have a  taste of my food.. 

 
Posted by lizzie~HCcn on Monday, June 19, 2006 - 5:41 AM
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Nicky - ish an ebil ducky! Quack Quack!

 
YAY!  You're back.  *Gives an E-huggle* 

Wish I had been in Japan.  I would have helped keep you company.  Go easy on your back okay?  We don't want our favorite drummer hurting himself.

~Nicky

 
Posted by Nicky - ish an ebil ducky! Quack Quack! on Monday, June 19, 2006 - 5:44 AM
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tels

 

Oh, my dear yoshiki, I'm deeply moved that you came to Hide's grave! He must be very happy! I will be there one day, too!

But please realize that you are not alone! We are always be with you!


 
Posted by tels on Monday, June 19, 2006 - 5:46 AM
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Sunnyi

 

Yoshiki, my dear!

happy to hear from you again!!!!!!

but i can/t help myself, reading this entry makes me feel glad and sad all at once...

love you now and forever

~ take care ~

 

Sunnyi


 
Posted by Sunnyi on Monday, June 19, 2006 - 5:47 AM
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Artseeker

 

Hey Yoshiki!Good to have you back.You're really a busy man these days huh?A lot of people are waiting for you to rock their lives again.As soon as the tour starts you'll no longer know what lonelyness means .I heard that playing the drums helps people to unleash their anger or sadness so I guess that's the best way for you to cheer up(but remember not to break the drum set,those things cost a lot of money ).Rock on!

-Marco-


 
Posted by Artseeker on Monday, June 19, 2006 - 5:47 AM
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Conishu

 
Owww great to read ur back on recording ^^ i hope not all is working in Japan and that u had a lil time to rest and see love ones :), Don't think u were alone, u are not...he was right there with u and enjoying to see u visit him ^^.
Back to the pudding,,, xD LOL i wish to try it someday... i only eat CHILEAN FLAN xD which is wonderfull but i'm kinda bored of chilean food taste... i wanna eat other food and i ran out of money ¬¬...that's the bad thing on going out on a drink night with friends celebrating birthdays and birthdays to come xD. And that sucks cause i've lost plenty of money at college in my books and all... so i won't be able to buy my drums set ¬¬...
It's the first time i write this much at ur blog xD... maybe u won't read it but i feel great telling u a few things ...
well... i guess that's all.!!! take care and after u play the drums do what i do when my wrists ache... prepare a big bowl but warm water and salt and leave them there for 30 minutes while u rest ^^... maybe it's not a great medicine but it helps to calm the ache.

Love
Connie :)



 
Posted by Conishu on Monday, June 19, 2006 - 5:51 AM
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hiver
h f

 

You are not alone

Someday you will meet a person who will hold you

And for this moment your fans are standing by you

Good luck for you


 
Posted by hiver on Monday, June 19, 2006 - 5:54 AM
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Mandy

 

My Dear YOSHIKI:

 

It excited me to discover your new message! I¡¯m glad to know that you¡¯ve back in LA!

 

Ha~ you were thinking about the dessert and drink during the interview...that¡¯s really your style of treating things like that!

 

Well, sometimes I¡¯ll have the same feeling. When I think of Hide, I always end up feeling lonely and sad...sometimes I can not even stop crying... But I think Hide will try to live happily in the heaven...because he knows there¡¯re many people who love him hope him to be so!

 

I¡¯m really glad to know you¡¯re going to keep on rockin! I have completely confidence that you can bring the most fantastic music to the world!

 

Love you,

 

Mandy

 

P.S. YOSHIKI, you¡¯re always the prettiest person in my heart! So...even though you want to get back in shape...but playing drums for a long time is bad for your neck...your health is more important! Please take good care of yourself!!

And if the Japanese pudding can make you out of shape ^o^, that must be VERY delicious! I¡¯ll go to try it one day!


 
Posted by Mandy on Monday, June 19, 2006 - 5:55 AM
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Endless Rain

 
Yoshiki-san, I hope you had fun in Japan.  I want to see that interview you had in Japan, but here in Canada, I get nothing.  *sigh*... 

Anyways, I hope you get back on track and start recording soon, but please take your health into consideration and don't over work yourself. 

PS. Oh, what the pudding good?  I've never had Japanese pudding before.

 
Posted by Endless Rain on Monday, June 19, 2006 - 5:55 AM
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H♥TARU

 
It's extremely happy to hear from you!!!!!
I was impressed, but don't know what to say now..........
I think hide must enjoy drinking with you:)
You may be alone, but you are not lonely, as long as his love will stay with you forever, I strongly believe........
 
Posted by H♥TARU on Monday, June 19, 2006 - 5:56 AM
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miki

 
I forget to put this message in my earlier comment ^^".

I've known that you have neck problems and you shouldn't play drum too long, so don't put yourself too much on it ne, yoshiki_san. ^^"

Sorry that it sounds like I'm infringing your personal stuff, but i really care about you . ( >_< )


Take care ne

miki
 
Posted by miki on Monday, June 19, 2006 - 5:57 AM
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落瞳*LuoTong

 

Hey~ Dear Yoshiki

So nice to see you new blog! I have waited for a long time~

much pudding ?  SoOoO  KAWAII~

Love you~~


 
Posted by 落瞳*LuoTong on Monday, June 19, 2006 - 5:57 AM
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Welcome back to the U.S., Yoshiki-san! ^^

I think it's really nice that you had a drink with hide-san. That makes me very happy!

And yes, please keep on rocking! We're rooting for you!

And about your P.S. I'm sure you're not too much out of shape from eating pudding. XD

~Nicole


 
Posted by on Monday, June 19, 2006 - 5:58 AM
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Kitten Love
Shelia Miller

 

AWWW  :: gives him huge hug ::

Just know that we are always here for you.. to give you encouragement and smiles and just a sympathetic ear. 


 
Posted by Kitten Love on Monday, June 19, 2006 - 5:59 AM
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rosetaisho

 

smilie  smilie

Dear my YO sama!!! I think you are more and more kawaii!!! smilie

Eatting too much Japanese pudding?! It doesn't matter! You'll have a good shape in your hard working......though I don't like that...And don't play drums too hard...

I think you're still very busy for many things in Japan. Take a little rest!!!

Miss you so much!! smilie

 

 

 

 

 


 
Posted by rosetaisho on Monday, June 19, 2006 - 6:00 AM
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Galran
Galran De Lioncourt

 


 
Posted by Galran on Monday, June 19, 2006 - 6:01 AM
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-FeR-
Akanishi Jennifer

 

Just wanna tell me dearest baby....
the song from your friend-Michael Jackson

"You are not alone"

Another day has gone, I'm still all alone
How could this be? You're not here with me
You never said good-bye, someone tell me why
Did you have to go, and leave my world so cold?

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away?
Something whispers in my ear and says

That you are not alone
I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

You are not alone
I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
You are not alone

All alone, why, oh...

Just the other night, I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come, and hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers, your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand, then forever can begin

Oh...whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
Fly...and YO you know that I'll be there
I'll be there...

Not alone,

You are not alone, you are not alone...

You just reach for me baby
In the morning in the evening
You're not alone, not alone
You and me, not alone, oh, together, together...


 
Posted by -FeR- on Monday, June 19, 2006 - 6:01 AM
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Sephy

 

Sorry if this is insulting, but you really are so cute sometimes, eating too much pudding hehe.

I'm sorry to see your status is "lonely", try to remember all your fans are here for you in spirit, we'd be there physically but i'm sure you wouldn't want a bunch of rabid fangirls hanging around your office bugging you.

keep on rockin! ^_^


 
Posted by Sephy on Monday, June 19, 2006 - 6:02 AM
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Stacy

 

WELCOME  BACK!!!!!!


 
Posted by Stacy on Monday, June 19, 2006 - 6:03 AM
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DAHLIA0211

 

♥EN~!EN~!

WELCOME BACK!!MY KING!!!

YOU ARE NOT ALONE~~!! WE ARE ALWAYS WITH YOU!!!RIGHT???

 


 
Posted by DAHLIA0211 on Monday, June 19, 2006 - 6:03 AM
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li

 

you returned to l.a.  congratulate,you have enjoyed relish and friend's reunion  in japan! that is veyry happy matter. maybe sometimes you feel lonely without someone,i often feel so,but there are many things to be done,and we'll all feel lonely without you!the deceased has gone,but he lives in someone's heart forever! hide must be very happy for drinking with you!!

is japanese pudding very delicious?i'll eat smeday.

the soccer will begin,are you going to watch?


 
Posted by li on Monday, June 19, 2006 - 6:04 AM
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Toshi

 
I really  wanna listen to your dram playing!(and breaking.)
I can't wait!

 
Posted by Toshi on Monday, June 19, 2006 - 6:04 AM
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Hugs~~~~~~~~

Emm...Hug~~~~>////<


 
Posted by on Monday, June 19, 2006 - 6:05 AM
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