I think of happy thoughts sometimes
and sometimes things too funny to lie
I think of you sometimes, too.
I think of places near and far
of places I've been to and not
and sometimes places only I know why
I thought of that renegade trucker
on our excursion escape from home
and even the Colorado Two
that budweiser brew crew and the Rio Grande
Winter Angels in Desert Snowlight

I remember how to think
I remember how to act
though I'm not too good at it
and sometimes I think that
I'm just programmed that way
Anyway

I'm forgetting how to fight
I'm forgetting to remember how
or even why I raised my fists
I chose to forget how you made me feel
and even how cold winter really is

I found a way out once
It led to something
Sometimes I think it was better there
Not too much different but better just the same
I've tried out different restaurants
I've tried on different people too
some of those I met in cafe's
some through workforce bloodsweat slaveangler
I once thought about how old I was
But I was wrong
Twice

So I let the bubbledome days drift by
Like water falling forever through life
cuz I can't be anything
but what I am
or so I think sometimes

I think of serious things sometimes
and sometimes I think it'd be great
to just sit back and watch
But I find I have more thoughts
and I forgot how to stop them

Until now.