I figured I'd take a minute and organize my mind, give whoever cares to read, a little glimpse into my thought process.

MUSIC

° Digital Downloads of all of my tracks will now and forever be FREE. (Unless some record label picks me up and tells me i should charge.. but fuck it.. that's not gonna happen, and if it does, tracks will still be free!!! Just buy alot of tshirts lol..haaaaa)

° If I write a new song, throw it down, it will now be FREE.. every single version, from scratch to finish..

° I need to get my guitar fixed. it's twangy on the high e..

° New found oath: "My guitar will no longer be an extension of myself only on a part time, with conditions basis"
.. Art is me, music is my art... as well as painting.. I need to get back on that horse because i love it...


WORK

° I WISH i could say i'd only work between the hours of 8am-5pm monday through friday, but lets face it, that ain't happening. Being self employed is a salary position, you don't get to pick your ours, your clients do that for you.

° I love my job. I'm not gonna act like i dont.. i'm border line obsessed with my work.. I can't help it.. i'm a computer nerd, and everyday is a blessing to me.. to wake up and do what i love, and do it for myself. I'm officially a successful entreprenuer. And I didn't get there by being anything other than a hard working, crazy computer nerd who likes to keep her plate clean. Projects in, projects out, pay the bills. Amen.

RELATIONSHIP

° I NEED TO RELAX!  I'm on the defensive.. I defend my work, I defend my sanity, my stress, my way of relaxing. .. I've always done that.. it's time to chill and realize what life is all about.. love, art, fun, experience..

° Instead of spending each day worrying that my tomorrow won't look like my now; i'm gonna spend each day creating awesome  moments so when i'm on my death bed, i'll be entertained by my stories, and my memories will bring me smiles instead of hurt.

°  I'm going to start seeing my gf for who she is, and not who she isn't.


.. MONEY..
You know whats funny? is that people say.. "money doesn't buy you happiness", but it does buy you comfort.. and sometimes that's all people want... so maybe it does buy you happiness.. not literally..but you know what i mean..

JULIES BIRTHDAYS COMING UP AND WE'RE GOING TO VEGAS!!!! I love vegas.

Ok, bye bye.