MySpace


George Tabb

George Tabb


Last Updated: 11/8/2009

Send Message
Instant Message
Email to a Friend
Subscribe

Gender: Male
Status: Divorced
Age: 47
Sign: Sagittarius

City: New York City
State: New York
Country: US
Signup Date: 10/12/2003
Sunday, July 05, 2009 

Current mood:  scared
Category: Life




Arrrgh!

These past couple of months have been very very hard and your help would be nothing less than life saving.  I’m not kidding.  I’ve been struggling with the idea of whether or not it’s even worth it to continue living.  The pain is incredible every morning.....and finances are tougher than ever.  As of writing this blog, I have sixty-five dollars in the bank!  Your donation will help SO MUCH!!!

The thing is, because I see you can believe in me, it helps me believe in myself.  I feel like I’m in my darkest hours, and there are tiny bits of light beaming through.  And those lights are you.  It is so fucking awful the government is covering all this up.....and I have had some friends die recently from this stuff.  And it’s not just me.  This stuff tears apart families and friends alike.  Some people say, “if it was real, I’d have heard about it on the news!”  It makes me want to jump off a bridge. 

So to make my life better, I’m going to try and save up (no matter how fucked I am) and get a baby Yorkie like Scooter (I’m allergic to all other dogs) and keep doing the dog therapy thing.  If I can train a baby from 10 weeks old....he’ll be the best therapy dog, ever. For others AND for me!!! Like Scooter.

Plus, Scooter is gonna be thirteen in two months!!!!  By helping others who are sick like myself, it just makes me feel better, and them better, too!  So your donation will really help a lot more people than me!  Also, I will continue to shout at the top of my lungs about how the HEROES of 9/11 are dying in poverty and shame.  It’s not fair.  And it’s soul crushing.


Please try to help out.  I really appreciate any help I can get!  I got rejected from SSI/SSD two weeks go which is a huge blow.  No one wants to admit people are sick from 9/11, nevermind help pay any medical bills or anything, not matter what propaganda the government or Mayor puts out!!  These lies (like the NYC subway ads) are KILLING PEOPLE!!!

Bless you and please know you are helping keep me alive, and by doing that, you will be helping others both victims of 9/11, and people who really do feel better from the simple touch and lick of a sweet dog.

Scooter woke two people up from comas at St. Vincent’s Hospital.  It’s been logged into their records.  If I can continue to help make these MIRACLES happen, maybe I’ll feel like my life’s worth something.  And by you donating, you are making that happen.

These days I’m really too sick to do much of anything else besides help others who are down on their health as well when I’m strong enough.

Please help me continue that - and BLESS YOU!!!!
And please pass this around, if you can.
Thank you.
Love,
George
Currently listening:
Hey! Ho! Let's Go: Ramones Anthology
By The Ramones
Release date: 1999-07-20
myscandinavia

 
hi George,sorry for the bad things i'm sure with a new little dog you will feel better;have you 've received my package;?thanks take good care of yourself and scooter;sincerely frederique
ps scooter is wonderful;you're great scooter!thanks
 
Posted by myscandinavia on Monday, July 06, 2009 - 7:46 PM
[Reply to this
steve mach
steve mach

 
Hang in there man !!!  I wish I could help !!!
 
Posted by steve mach on Monday, July 06, 2009 - 7:46 PM
[Reply to this
Jared
Jared Lord

 
I wish I wasn't also financially screwed.  Hang in there, my friend.   I hope things turn around for you, and once they turn around for me, I will be able to send you something.  You do such good in the community.  So much, that for the government to not be helping you out is criminal.  Be well.

 
Posted by Jared on Monday, July 06, 2009 - 7:47 PM
[Reply to this